Tuesday, August 09, 2005 Y
hmm.. suddenly got hweeling to update my blog le.. ytd ah, angry la.. after our bstat tests right, one suddenly go meet frens, one suddenly mood swing.. wat u expect me to do? kaox.. suan le la.. so i jux said watever i think n left.. i doubt duckie know y..
last night i was thinking.. do i reali need a fren like him? ok, duabin sms him abt how he felt too.. but so ?? did he give a damn? he dont! he dint even bother to reply, dun give me the excuse that he nv received his sms.. if that's the case, his hp, nokia 6680 should juz dump it into the drain or flush it away.. nice n latest hp.. so ? wat's the big deal? if cannot receive sms, it jux sucks ok.. n me.. i jux walked away, if he had cared, he would sms or msn.. but wat? he NEVER !! he's the worst kind of fren.. or.. did he treat us as frens? i think he simply treat us like shit.. need help.. come to us.. if not, after sch, u'll hear him saying "i'm going to meet my frens"..
everyone thot the 3 of us are together, n so.. i tried not to be petty n be fren with him.. anyway, i'm not petty ok.. u muz put urself in my position den u'll know.. ytd duabin waited for him, wanted to teach him bstat.. n u know wat..? he dint ans duabin's call.. den duabin was like a fool waiting for him.. anyway, if u r the one asking for help, shouldnt u be the one to take initiative..?
suan le.. duabin was fuming.. but in the end, he saw him sitting on the bench with jes.. n i suppose jes not reali udst the chaps ba.. n duabin actually pitied him !! went over n teach him.. tmd, shouldnt he be the one asking for help? y should duabin go over.. den i went over also lo, i felt so touched lo.. duabin teaching him patiently.. if i were the one, u made me wait so long.. n dint even apologize or explain, y should i teach u.. eat shit la..
i reali think we muz learn to be more selfish, after bstat test, duckie actually went to meet his outside frens.. which made duabin so pissed off.. n mood swing.. but me how? have to tahan their attitudes?? and it's not that we nv state if anyone meeting outside frens, please tell us in advance.. so that we have our plans also ma.. we r not like him ok, got so many frens.. aiya, suan le la.. i'm a contradicting person, though i always say duckie sux.. but i stil hope he can grad with us la.. i'll stil teach him lo, he treat us like shit, aiya so be it la..
to be continued...
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