Tuesday, August 23, 2005 Y
we were frens since 1992, when we were in the same nursery.. we were the best of frens.. we went to the same primary.. to the same cls from pri 1 till pri 4.. we shared so much fun and laughter together.. when we were in pri 1 and 2, we talked on the phone almost everyday, talking about everything..
ya, we were young.. no no.. should be very young, we chatted everyday, and can be for hrs.. the most was 3 hrs, the least i think 1 hr.. after sch, we would hang ard at amk central and stay at fastfood restaurants ogle at the shuai ge and make comments together.. she was the 1st person who introduced me Long John Silver.. and she was also the 1st person who introduced me counterstrike where we played at the bowling alley ( currently kpool) for the 1st time..
on weekends, we would go out for sure.. and of cos to town for shopping.. i would go her place 1st den we da ban da ban and set off.. not only would we go town, when we were tired of town area, we would go far far away from our place, like paris ris whitesand (though there's nth to shop at all), we wouldnt wanna stay at amk..
our frenship gets closer at pri 5 and 6 when we were from diff cls.. maybe that's the reason y we got even closer as we dun see each other in cls.. after sch as usual, we would stil hang ard.. from irc, she got to know this grp of frens.. she brought me in and we had fun together..
reaching sec 1, i was actually posted to Whitley Sec, but i wanted to be with this fren, i transferred to Deyi Sec.. coincidentally, we were from the same cls.. and of cos i was happy about it.. we stil hang ard definitely, when we were in sec 1.. n soon after, i got a bf.. and i think this was the case which drifted us apart..
approaching sec 2, there comes this ger which joined us... they got closer and closer, when i was in the grp, i felt rather left out.. and so i left the grp and make more frens...
at sec 3, we were completely from 2 diff worlds.. we were separated to diff cls.. however, she would stil find the new ger instead of me.. sometimes i c them together, of cos i feel sad.. i've lost a best fren....
today, i saw her outside mrt.. we chatted.. i had the feeling "so near but yet so far".. we talked as if we were not close and we were both trying to find out wat schs we were in.. it makes me feel like talking to a fren whom i've known for only a wk? who knows nothing abt me..
occasionally, i c her online.. i wanna take the initiative to talk to her.. but.... how should i start? hi hi ? or yoz? both sounded weird, so i rather not to avoid embarrassment.. she lives near me, so should i ask her out for dinner frequently? i hope our frenship can remind the way b4 we drifted apart at sec 1..
to be continued..
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