hmm.. i was reading bin di di's blog at jun's house.. since den i was thinking abt the ans of her qns.. even when i'm on the car, i was reali thinking..
bin di di, if u r reading my blog now, this is my ans for all ur qns ya..
-how do u treat ur frenz or "frenz" de?????
sorry, i dun udst this qn.. lolXx.. cos.... if u classify them as ur frens, will u treat them like shit?? lolXxx..
-do ur frenz always on ur mind?????
somehow, ya.. i would think of all the happy and funny moments.. -if u got problem/troubles, do u go to e usual frenz tat u hang out wif???
nahz, if i got prob, i wouldnt go the usual frens i hang ard with.. cos most of my probs occur becoz of them.. if not so, ya, i'll tell the frens i usually hang out with.. [but after reading yyh's blog, i chose to keep things to myself now..]-do u tell ur frenz immediately bout ur troubles or rather them to ask u le den u say out????
i'll tell my troubles to my frens.. if u wait for them to ask u, when will that be? cos if anything happens to u, they wouldnt know unless u tell them "ther's smth happen to me.. " n they will ask u further wat happened to u.. becoz.. they cant possibly ask u "r u ok?" everyday wat... right???"sometimes i feel tat y ppl can be so cruel....hurt u or watsoever.....everyone actually jus need e 1 or 2 true friends can liao ba..i supposed u will realised tat whenever u wanna let out ur anger or maybe tat day u r feelin terrible, u will always go to e same person hu u dare to say out everything..."[bindi]
"people think i dont confide in them and making them feel i am not treating them like a friend will do. but really, it's not i dont trust no one. it's just i trust myself much much more than anyone else. cos...really, have you even heard of being betrayed by ownself" [yyh]
"I came to realise this. Sometimes, even good frenz, cannot chatz when there's no body lauguage, when you dunno the tone of some words and the attitudez they're having at that point of time. For example using msn. I dunno. It's like coz you dunno how are they putting the sentences across to you. It might juz be a friendly msg but they way it was being type you might get the wrong idea of them being rude. I came across such things many times and i really don like the feeling of it. Sometimes i rather notz chatz coz i don wish to get such feelings or my frenz getting such feelings from me."[hy]
i totally agreed to wat these 3 bitches had said.. they each have their reason.. but the one i'm more affected would be from yyh's blog.. from her, i learn to keep things to myself..
in my workplace, i learn from this ger.. to be more zhi bi.. she's 20 this year n talked many cork to me la, but all made sense though..
therefore... if anyone spots any changes in me.. do not be surprised ya.. i'm greatly affected by everything ard me.. n i admit, i'm easily influenced by others.. this can be gd point of mine too.. n i'm currently learning to be firm to my stand, xiong also muz learn wor.. =D
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