perhaps u r right? i felt awkward hanging out with u guys.. rem the day i told u i believe one day we wont be sitting on the bench n chui hai feng tgt..? tat was when i thot.. somehow we should be plainly clsmates? acquaintances? instead of frens..?
ok.. let me define clsmates.. meaning tat our conversation will only include sch work n nth else.. like asking me wat hmwk to do, which room, helping u guys print notes n stuff regarding sch things..
next.. acquaintance.. meaning we will have breakfast, lunch or dinner occasionally? n nth else? after breakfast we go sch, after dinner we go home.. get wat i meant? after sch MIA.. no movies, no shoppings..
frens.. needless to say.. did almost everything tgt..
but i couldnt treat u guys as clsmates or acquaintances.. cos we r frens.. frens will always be frens.. how can i force myself to treat u guys as clsmates or acquaintances..??!!
it may seems stupid.. but duno y, i juz cant bring myself to go out with u guys alone.. do u reali think i've changed to be such a hardworking student who sits inside the lecture hall n listen to lectures? if i dun go, i was thinking... we could bao zai yi qi si (hug tgt die) le.. at least if i go, i take down notes, when it comes to tutorial, 2 of u could stil cope with the work, n for the next 1 yr plus in np, we would stil be in the same cls tgt..
of cos i hope we will be as close as 1st sem la.. n i know we can.. yes.. once a duabin, always a duabin.. same for me.. vampig will always be vampig.. hmm.. as for rubber duckie? of coz he got to be the duckie, we cant change him to be rubber chicken right? therefore.. i hereby conclude... duckie will always be duckie.. =D
promise.. no more mind games.. no more quarrels.. no more attitudes.. moodswings bo bao..? =X
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