Wednesday, August 02, 2006 Y
this morning i read ur blog.. i was feeling down.. coz i wouldnt wan the existance of group D.. if u were to be in group D, i follow suit.. as i've mentioned before, no one is to go solo, especially you.. ya ELAINE KONG ! WAKE UP !!
i know u prefer the bitress more.. i wouldnt say prefer which side more.. coz the feeling not the same when i'm with either group.. till now, ya i felt awkward with the bitress.. i duno how awkward u felt compared to mine.. but we both felt awkward, it's a fact we cant change.. i also thot we could get the awkwardness out of us n join them like before..
ok.. we seriously need time n hang out with them.. n i will also try to balance my time de la.. cos i definitely dun wanna lose any group.. with bitress.. any time any wher, can zi high.. reali is joy n laughter everywher.. the jokes.. or the lame jokes.. we can laugh whole day.. with duabin grp, they r 2 funny asses.. definitely i wont wanna lose them either.. if u wan me to pick a group which i feel comfortable with.. i reali cant make this decision..
i tel u i tel u i tel u.. if ever ther's a group D, there will only be 2 members.. unless i create my group E la.. den we isolate ourselves from the cls.. funny hor u?? aiya.. dun think so much la.. we both know we muz have each other to bring spice to our lives.. if not.. wher will there be laughter.. we do have our moodswings at times.. but then it's ok la.. juz dun ponder too much le.. if we waste time on thinking these and that, we would have missed out all the fun and laughter..
we left with 1 yr plus in poly only.. wat matters and wat's impt are the happy memories we created during these years.. so that in times to come, in the future, when we think back to our poly life.. "ya ya ya, i enjoyed with my poly frens and i miss poly life".. or u rather wan "aiya, poly life very fan lo, that time duno which group to choose"..
i spend the whole afternoon thinking abt it.. i believe time will get the awkwardness out of us..
10:42 PM -
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