Sunday, September 10, 2006 Y
All of a sudden.. i miss SEAN and VICTOR..
i'm feeling moody again.. i got a lot of questions with no definite answers.. why izzit so..?? luckily i do keep a blog, to vent out my frustrations.. if not i will die ~
life is fragile.. i've read news abt this particular boy studying at RI, his fever subsided and came, came and subsided... and 3 days later, he passed away..
jun was attending his fren's bro funeral few days ago.. his bro was 19 yr old.. a yr older den me.. heard that he committed suicide due to depression..
we should treasure everyday, every moments and everything ard us..
What I've Learned About Friendship...
I've learned that sometimes you love a best friend more than a boyfriend.
I've learned that a best friend is more important than a boyfriend.
I've learned that you sacrifice more for a friend than to a boyfriend.
I've learned that you enjoy your times with friends more than a boyfriend.
I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important
I've learned that when a best friend is happy, you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you.
I've learned that the only one who truly understands is a true friend.
I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying whatever it is.
I've learned that sometimes it feels like a best friend is the only one who will ever care about you and think you are beautiful in your own way.
I've learned that your heart is forever touched by a true friend, no matter how things end up.
I've learned that when your heart has been broken, a best friend is the best band-aid for it.
I've learned that in many cases, a hug and a kind word from a best friend is the only thing that helps get you through the day.
I've learned that sometimes you wonder how she knew, but then you realize that's just how close you are.
sometimes i wonder.. will there ever be true friends ard? wat izzit exactly is a true friend to u? sometimes i thot he/she's the one.. but next moment, they did/said smth which hurts u.. can this hurt be amended?? no way.. coz words always hurt deep inside.. actions always kill..
a day without smsing feels weird..
felt very empty..
i'm afraid of falling.. i'm reali afraid..
i dun feel comfortable talking to u..
wat's the reason..
now that i'm alone.. i felt like having a puff.. dun stop me.. i wont get addicted.. esp when i'm working alone, keying all the data, facing the com for a day, a pack of cigarettes could make me perk up.. i know wat i'm doing.. when it comes to frustration, all the more cigarettes could keep me high.. alcohol could make me feel better..
3:22 PM -
hearts