Monday, September 04, 2006 Y
I enjoyed myself today..
i'm happy.. Special thanks to these 4 guys - jm, mj, zm and reno..
At 1st went to comex, but a lot of ppl leh, and I'm not interested in IT stuff also.. go inside, reminded me of the times when me n laine worked at hall 4 for Imcomp Pte Ltd.. cant get to c anything coz ren shan ren hai.. walked one round, den come out le.. like that also happy.. saw datou and jackson outside.. only they two leh, dating ah.. dint c them buy anything leh, most prob they also nth to do, go there walk walk nia..
Ard 5 plus, we went to tampines mall for dinner.. wanted go for burger king, but got a very unpleasant smell, and so we left for kfc.. mj wasn't smiling for the whole day leh.. though he always appear to be cool, it was rather unusual that he dint cork for the day.. perhaps is becoz he waited jm for 1 hr plus den he moodswing?
Den we went for kfc.. when queueing up, he stil dint talk to me leh.. is after we finished eating, and the mention of that ger's name, he smiled.. the 1st smile of the day ! funny and cute la.. start to crap a bit.. and he's back to his normal self ya..
Crap crap crap.. till 8 plus, sudden feel of watching movie by jm, den we proceed to cinema and select a show.. "The Ghost Game", at 2120..
Not bad la this show.. not that scary after all.. more of er xin ba.. jm was so focused on the show and to help him not to be so stressed up.. i gave him a scare.. =x
but not reali worth watching, the next show I wanna watch is Little Man.. who shall be the nice ppl to pei me go watch ne?? =D
It was ard 11 plus when we finished watching, mj dint drive today.. coz he thot parking at expo was expensive.. den actually I wanna take bus home de.. but since mj offered to lompang me n jm home, y not? Thanks la mj..
Jm sms to make sure I'm home safely.. thanks.. mj sms to make sure I dint meet with any mishap along my way back, thanks.. and here comes zm, knew I was hungry, called me and asked me whther I wanna go for supper.. love them lots la !!
Simple action makes me smile..
I reali appreciate u guys more and more each day..
Anyway, after our conversation last night, I'm glad we cleared the misunderstanding.. the only sad thing is that I dint save that conversation.. and once the conversation window is closed, dint set to "Save History", there's no way i can retrieve those message.. I reali hope I can c again wat u typed.. though we might rem them in our heart, but not as detailed la..
reali thankful that u took the initative to talk to me.. if not, I'm sure u'll give attitudes thruout today.. and I seriously have no idea how u gonna do that.. attitude for whole day!! Wont u be sick of that?? Not to mention me, I suppose u, urself also cannot tahan showing attitude to a ger, for the whole day some more..
i made those cookies becoz i've promised u i would.. and u r the 1st person who knows i wanna make them.. of coz i hope to listen to ur comments more than anyone else.. when i succeeded, u were the 1st person who came into my mind that i wanna share my "achievement" with.. that explains the sms i sent to u late in the night once i finished making the cookies.. i rem u said u wanna try my 1st attempt, no matter how jialat they looked or tasted.. so i saved them for u..
left the last piece, mc wanted to eat it up, but i said u haven tasted my cookies so he break into small pieces and let u try.. when u ate my cookies, u dint give any comments.. u can say how sucks how awful it tasted, but instead u showed me those kind of give-u-face-so-i-eat-ur-cookies look.. i felt reali reali sad and hurt.. if u try putting urself in my shoes.. i happy happy wanna share my cookies with u once u get into the car, but i saw ur moodswing, ur attitudes..
now do u reali udst "words can hurt, actions can kill", my dear?
when u asked me juz now whther i stil wanna try making mooncakes, actually on the day i felt we were drifting, i dun c the motive in making.. becoz whther i failed or succeeded, i probably wont be sharing my "failure" or "achievement" with u.. i duno who i can share my news with.. perhaps the bitress? but the feeling isnt the same.. coz u r the only one who knows i wanna give it a try, the bitress dint know.. den suddenly i sms them "eh, i failed/succeeded in making my mooncakes".. a little ridiculous isnt it?
i'm not trying to make u feel guilty, is becoz i wont be able to tell u straight and therefore blog became the best tool ya..
can only hope there wont be misunderstandings,
disappointments and sadness anymore..
I reali cannot be trained to be independent..
and i dun wanna be independent..
coz i wanna to be taken care always..
whenever it comes to financial crisis,
there will always be my nicest angel to help me..
whenever I met with unsolved problems,
I know who to approach and they will guide me along..
wherever I go, there's always someone
who keep track and make sure I'm safe..
I'm fortunate, I'm lucky..
1:38 AM -
hearts