Thursday, September 21, 2006 Y
today IMF last day.. meaning the 4 bitress also last day at work le.. we met for dinner.. the 6 bitress plus xiong and yyl.. i'm so looking forward to meeting them !! upon meeting.. gossips came again.. but dinner for only 2-3 hrs is reali not enough for us to update each other.. nvm la hor.. chalet is coming le right!! i'm looking forward to it !!
actually i'm tired alr.. tmr stil hafta work.. intended to go to bed after finished bathing.. but.. suddenly i no feel slp le.. thot of many things.. reali make me moodless and slpness..
these few days coping in the office.. msning with laine everyday.. not only msn, we stil chat on the phone.. can imagine how eng we were ya.. no la.. is me very eng la.. coz they juz gave a stack of forms to key in.. as long as i complete them jiu can le..
today.. i had a chat with the mr cool guy, mj.. i had a completely different view of him.. and i reali mean COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VIEW.. he is cool no more.. he's someone who used his brain wisely.. i admire him.. i respect him.. whenever i see him keeping very quiet, i thot he's having moodswing.. but nope.. he wasnt.. he was jux using his time to go into deep thinkings.. his thinking.. is not those wu eh bo eh... is reali serious matter.. from the conversation we had, i think i'm god damn childish.. he made me distracted from my work..
TIME TO GROW UP !!!he's reali a very sensible man.. i mean to me la.. i c him as hao hao xian sheng, can be a gd listener, a gd fren, a gd bf, a gd husband, a gd father.. but wat needs to improve of him is the way he express himself.. coz he makes ppl tend to play mind games with them.. anyway, thanks to him last night..
aiya.. depression is bothering me again?? i have no feel for anything, for everything now.. i desperately need chocolate to cheer me up.. we r caught in the middle.. i dun wish to c this happen.. but wat can we do..?
SEAN !! I NEED U TO GO DINNER WITH ME !! ASAP !!
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