Saturday, October 28, 2006 Y
it's 0324 now.. i juz returned from supper and chit chatting session with zm, mj and ym.. well.. not reali chit chatting la.. we had our supper at katong, the Punggol Nasi Lemak and after that actually wanted to go East Coast.. but i suggested Kallang instead..
upon reaching.. i smiled all the way.. i saw the familiar stadium which i juz went on 21 oct.. i saw the familiar car park wher i sat by the road and threw my pom pom pom when jm refused to lend me his hp.. i saw the familiar tables and chairs when we tried to threatened each other with them.. i saw the familiar bridge when we walked across to the cosy bay there.. i saw the familiar scenery when jm tried to fix my keychain back and i did those stupid acts.. i saw the familiar toilets when we tried to beat each other with the pom pom pom.. all these memories.. very funny ya..
the 1st time i went there was with one of my sec sch fren.. he brought me to such romantic place and we chatted like ther's no tmr.. but y cant there be purely frenship btw a guy and a ger? anyway.. it's all over now.. i thanked him for bringing me to this place wher the scenery is gd, with cool breeze..
i'm being emo again.. i couldnt get to bed at this hour.. i duno wat will happen tmr.. i juz wanna live happily.. but how come i got moodswings now and then.. i dint wan it.. i feel like being left alone when ther isnt anyone looking for me.. i wanna reflect.. i wanna have some quiet moments..
later in the afternoon.. i'll be going roller blade with jun and his frens.. i duno whether i'm looking forward to it.. i thot this outing was suggested by jun, becoz he was the one who asked me whether i wan go roller blade.. however, instead it was mj who suggested it.. juz now on his car, i asked who suggested to go roller blade, ya he admited.. n i asked him y.. n i rem him saying becoz i did mention i wanna roller blade this week.. oh come on.. i forgot it alr la.. anyway, it's sweet of him to rem ya..
the reason y i duno whether i'm looking forward to it was that i went roller blading with them once.. well.. it wasnt that enjoyable after all becoz there was awkwardness and avoidness on that day.. i wasnt comfortable with that feeling.. i dint wan it to happen again.. and i duno whether we will be crapping.. i have no idea...
ppl prefer new stuff den old stuff..
maybe i should write down my last words like wat hy did.. coz no one knows wat will happen tmr.. i wanna let them know how i felt towards them before there isnt any chances..
dun talk to me.. i juz wanna be left alone..
no worries.. i'm ok..
3:31 AM -
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