Monday, October 30, 2006 Y
last night was somehow unbearable ya.. i couldnt fall aslp.. my mind was somewhere outside.. many things going thru my mind..
juz when i was aslp for ard an hour.. the little imp came screaming.. ok, this i dun blame her la.. she's juz being high, playing with my mama, who worked for the day.. little imp was juz an entertainment to her..
however.. when i tried to get back to bed, again.. i woke up at 4 plus.. this time i blamed er jie.. yes i blamed her.. ok, i'm mean.. but she dun keep promises..
the 1st time she broke her promise was when she stayed at serangoon, stayed overnight without imforming us.. she dint know how the fuck we were worried for her..
nvm..
mama gave her a 2nd chance.. she went out with her frens.. she agreed to be home by 2 den extend to 3.. but in the end, she returned home at 5.. mama dint say a thing, she expects her to reflect..
this is the 3rd time.. she told mama she would be going downstairs buy smth.. at 1st she did ask me to take care to the little imp while she go take things from her fren.. but i rejected, strongly rejected, without mama's consent i dun dare to agree and i dun wanna agree..
den when mama returned, i dint know er jie will ask mama to help her take care.. well.. er jie is determined to get her butt out.. she went out at ard 1.. she told mama she'll be back soon after she buy her thing, and mama thot she's going out to buy cigarette..
mama made many calls to her alr.. she was with frens, drinking i think.. she simply replied "a while more.." upon reaching 3 am.. mama's blood was boiling.. she called her one last time, n er jie stil can reply "a while more.." i can udst she's bored at home.. wat i'm unhappy was that she dint keep her promise.. someone told me when there's fun, u tend to forget the time.. ya.. but then.. at least call up and tell them wat time i'll be back wat..
i dun like it when she thinks that it's our responsiblities when she passed the little imp to us.. i mean.. ok la, when she's using lappy, i help her look after at the other room.. but when it was dinner time, she expects me to feed the little imp for her? hello~ once in a while stil ok.. but she returned home so many times, except for sticking her butt in front of the lappy, she dun do other housework ok..
only these 2 times she returned home, she cooked simple dishes for us.. and this was like, after so many years?? her 20 yrs in amk, nv cook once for us? hmm..
she returned at 4 plus.. of coz mama scolded her.. not scold, my mama was jus a little too loud and she talked sense to er jie.. ya, she mentioned she dun udst er jie.. after married, we thot she would be more sensible.. but then.. this wasnt the case..
ok la.. she's young mama.. i udst.. but bo bian.. she has to be responsible for her own action ya.. this isnt to blame her husband, not isnt the fault of anyone..
guess ther isnt a solution to it.. we've tried all ways.. but she juz wont listen.. maybe she's stil young, too young to be a mama.. and she havent tried working, haven jian shi mian.. all we can do it to wait for her ger to grow older and send her to child care ba..
juz now had lunch with laine.. woo.. it has been a while since we pampered ourselves with food le.. sakae had changed.. i mean.. the cup and the menu.. whahahhs..
next time we gonna try some new food le la.. with the bitress ya.. =)
10:28 AM -
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