Tuesday, November 28, 2006 Y
juz returned home.. last min steamboat with jun and his frens at marina bay.. though i was rather unwilling la.. coz i dun like the smoky and heaty atmosphere.. however, with them ard.. things would always turn out differently.. the chang mian will be always enjoying with them ard..
Jun, me and mj shared this one.. look at their innovation ya.. with dao gey and veggie..
this is shared by jf, jm, reno n zm.. look at their meat.. omg..
and their childishness start to activate again.. does it looks like army's helmet..?
upon reaching.. we went to Chong Pang..
reminded me of the sentosa trip.. reminded me of the incident that happened there.. reminded me of the seats next to the drink stall.. reminded me of the table next to us.. reminded me of the actions we did.. reminded me of how the army ppl teased us when we walked past them.. reminded me of the time when we played the soccer game outside the arcade.. reminded me of the times we exchanged presents..
~ time flies ~
after eating.. received a sms from my dearesr darling.. i'm happy for her.. reali happy la.. finally found her beloved.. congrats !! to the both of u.. i'm happy for u guys.. i've been waiting for this day to come ya.. =)
thinking today is her bday.. we dint contact for a long time.. reali very very long time.. i sms.. wished her happy 18th bday.. she did reply.. she said thanks.. with "erm u r?" behind her thanks..
hurt.. reali very hurt.. but i took the initiative to send her this.. somehow i did expect this will be the reply of hers, since we dint contact for ages.. but i dint expect that i would stil feel so sad n hurt.. i'm glad i'm with jun and this bunch of funny cute frens.. i simply couldnt show my sadness in front of them..
when jun fetched me home.. a car with my 4 nice guys (zm, jm, reno n jf), plus jun.. i dun bear to go home.. funny hor.. always hang out tgt stil will bu she de.. but then.. i always enjoy their company ya.. laughter always there.. the small quarrels and arguments btw reno n zm.. the "pissed off" expression on zm's face when jm tried to argue back with him or when jf tried to act funny.. and the actions when they tried to imitate each other.. like the cool side of mj (bu yao jiu shi bu yao), the slogan of jun(zou leh zou leh zou leh) and etc..
a bunch of jokers..
reno flying off to brunei on fri.. bu she de lehz.. this afternoon den i knew i ta is flying off with him.. but then.. it makes no diff la.. =x coz he dun hang out with us that often.. reno leh.. always kana teased by me.. he's flying off for ard 20 days? who will keep me entertained..??
wat if i dint get to know wenjun at all?? i doubt i know wat is happiness..
wat if i dint get to know wenjun's frens at all?? i doubt i know wat is brotherly ties and "friendship above all"..
wat if i dint get to know jm at all?? i doubt i know wat is confidant..
wat if i dint get to know zm at all?? i doubt i know wat is a real joker..
wat if i dint get to know reno at all?? i doubt i know wat is good tempered..
wat if i dint get to know jf at all?? i doubt i know wat is know-it-all..
wat if i dint get to know ym at all?? i doubt i know wat is straightforward..
wat if i dint get to know i ta at all?? i doubt i know wat is excuses..
wat if i dint get to know mj at all?? i doubt i know wat is decisive..
wat if i dint get to know jh at all?? i doubt i know wat is responsible..
i miss the outing with my 4 nice guys.. well.. it was 5 initially.. but somehow mj couldnt click with us now.. jun took over the role.. perhaps mj would click better with ym and aik tat.. after all they are the aljunied kiaz.. =x
i was having a chat with hy that night.. i dun wanna to be in separate cls with any of u all.. i miss the bitress' bitches and gossips.. i miss the bitress' leng xiao hua.. i miss ah kia's acting.. i miss bindi's lan chinese.. i miss hy's always take shi tou zha zi ji.. i miss yyh's always whining for food during lessons.. i miss laine's always kana shoot by us of her small eyes.. i miss bitress' fun and laughter.. i miss everything.. i miss duabin's loud laughter which attracts everyones' attention.. i miss duckie's cute expression which can brighten our day..
if we were in diff cls..
will we have bitches and gossips?? i doubt so.. becoz our breaks will be diff..
will we have leng xiao hua?? i doubt so.. becoz we wont get to meet each other everyday..
will we have ah kia's acting?? i doubt so.. becoz ah kia would have reached home when our lessons are over..
will we have bindi's lan chinese?? i doubt so.. becoz bindi wont have the time to meet us after her lessons..
will we have hy's always taking shi tou zha zi ji?? i doubt so.. becoz she'll be more into sch work den talking abt personal life..
will we have yyh's always whining for food?? i doubt so.. becoz she has no one to whine to..
will we have laine's small eyes for us to shoot?? i doubt so.. becoz her eyes would turn even smaller with all the work and proj piled up...
will we have duabin's loud laughter which attracts everyone's attention?? i doubt so.. becoz he would be next cls laughing and the volume was too soft to be heard..
will we have duckie's cute expression which can brighten our day?? i doubt so.. coz he dun have us to relied on, i might not get to see him in sch again..
plus all of us having attachment.. it'll be even more difficult for us to meet up.. imagine... i'm attached to this company at defu lane, laine is attached to this company at sims aveunue, hy is attached to this company at cityhall, ah kia is attached to this company at redhill and yyh is attached to this company at sembawang.. duabin is attached to this company at tanjong pagar.. duckie is attached to this company at robinsons road.;
our bitress and our 2 bastors would be scattered all over Singapore.. =(
i feel like crying.. u guys wont udst.. how we build up this frenship.. how we resurvive it.. some of u all might think it's nth much.. but the maintenance for this wasnt easy.. unexplainable feelings towards them.. they taught me alot of things.. now we start to udst each other likings and dislikings.. udst their characters.. frenship needs effort..
from these 2 groups.. i learn to treasure.. learn to cherish.. i love them loads.. =)
i stil have another group in mind.. LC.. hope to meet them real soon..
it's not that i've changed to be another person.. is that u chose to drift.. i've tried to pull us back.. but i wasnt appreciated.. i learn to let go.. but i'll stil try till the very end..
11:54 PM -
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