slacking at home.. moodless for anything.. everything.. no one had affected me la.. is juz that i stuck at home for too long, mind starts to explore ard the world..
i thot of the past, the present and the future.. wat are the changes in me, wat are the changes ard me.. wat are the changes to me.. wat have the changes affected me..
these are the pics when i was young..
i was at home.. nth to do.. better den thinking of those wu eh bo eh.. i've decided to look thru all my past.. these are my past..
we were the young and innocent kids who listened to any adult.. with no troubles.. i stil rem.. when i was at nursery, i used to play with this kid called marcus.. those were the times.. dint think of anything else but playground and sweets.. if i were to c him on the street, nah.. i'm not gonna recognise him.. and i suppose he would have forgotten abt me too..
going to primary school.. i cried on my 1st day.. i wasnt the brave ger who would take the initiative to talk to other ppl.. but then... i rem playing a prank on my this partner.. he was my partner.. shah hasik.. he was a malay boy, which i thot he was a chinese.. den we played "shi tou shi tou".. and den.. i've always been a gd fren of xiao qiang.. this particular day, i brought a fake xiao qiang to sch.. i put it on his table.. and he cried.. the form teacher, Mrs Eva Lim.. confiscated it.. and since den, i was close to this guy.. but then.. pri 2, he transferred sch..
i dun udst y.. ppl likes to transfer sch so much.. and there's this guy.. his name is clement.. the naughty cute guy.. and he also transferred in pri 2.. if there were any chance.. i would like to meet them.. and another 2 more guys whom i wanna meet too.. Edwin Tan and Goh Wee Khiang..
Edwin Tan ah.. i stil rem he staying at hougang ya.. duno he shifted house le ma.. coz we stil keep in contact for a while after he transferred sch in pri 4.. since den.. no news from him..
as for Wee Khiang.. hmm.. the 1st vulgarites we exchanged in pri 4 was cb.. i rem.. this science teacher, she was one whom we wont wanna offend.. and i forgot to bring my sci textbook, he lend it to me.. in the end kana scolded and punished by Mrs Mendosa..
not only that.. i wanna meet.. koh kai xian.. i wanna c the changes in him.. he's one quiet guy in front of gers.. he sits beside me.. and whenever there's ting xie, he'll write them out in advanced... put inside the pencil case or one page behind the "supposed" ting xie page.. hmm.. wonder how r they doing..
i had a crush on this particular guy since pri 2.. for 3 yrs.. until pri 5, when we split to diff cls.. his name is jacky.. i shall not say his full name.. =x he's a hong konger.. and we always play with each other in class.. he's one cute guy.. sometimes we communicate in cantonese.. not only that.. he got punished while talking to me.. woo.. i truly missed those times..
lastly.. how i got to know yvonne.. it was becoz of a "friendly" bball match.. we exchanged arguments.. and we were close.. juz becoz of this misudsting which drew us apart.. and unintentionally, i dialled her num.. this was how we became close and closer..
i haven been going sch these 2 days.. becoz my right eye was swollen.. i did sms laine telling her i wanna go MIA for a while.. becoz i stayed at home too long, mind starts to think wild.. but then.. today.. i reali fan xing le la.. well.. i stil think of going MIA la.. becoz i feel like having some time alone.. but no worries la.. this is not emo.. juz that i've xiang tong le..
c ah.. my right eye hor.. have jing guo alot of feng feng yu yu de.. pri 6 got 2 small operations on my right eye le.. no doubts that this swollen eye will come again.. wat if one day, there's no cure and i might go blind?? hmm.. this is more worrying den all those "worries" that i've been thinking.. things are beyond our control.. wat is there to worry..
some frens were a passing mist.. they happened to be in ur life.. not by chance.. by fate.. well.. i was happy with them ard.. coz they taught me to treasure those whom i reali muz treasure.. as for the passing mist.. since we live in different world.. dun force ya..
i'm not comfy in this group.. and dun ask me out in a group again ya.. let me drift from u all.. this way.. u and me will be happier..
hao la.. i dun give a damn to watever things happen.. i once asked mj.. y izzit this group of frens muz go out in a group.. he told me he nv thinks of the reason y is there a meet up.. like how zm and reno shows us the tricks.. we enjoyed, dint we.. y muz we know how to do those tricks, if that's the case.. where would there be entertainment..
he suggested that i should write down my troubles and put inside a bottle.. and once inside the bottle, i should nv think abt it anymore.. after some time.. this bottle serves no purpose anymore.. i'll be a happier person..
lastly.. another way to get over troubles.. i, myself ah.. would suggest go for a feast.. the feast need not be expensive.. but muz be reali a FEAST.. buffet is the best.. u'll enjoy eating.. and all the troubles eat into the stomach.. and when i shit.. the troubles are out..
can consider give these 2 methods a try ya.. =)
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