Monday, December 04, 2006 Y
i went lunch with mama juz now.. it was reali sweet of her to help me order bak kut teh.. not only that, she knew i wanted to eat duck meat.. den she went to buy for me..
i love mama alot alot alot..
i'm alone at home now.. i've become more n more timid esp after all the incidents happened within a week..
papa juz left home for work.. i heard sounds.. i was wondering whether is the wind or is there someone out there.. i became very paranoid.. kua zhang.. but my heart beat very fast, papa is seldom forgetful.. but he forgot to close the grille.. i was so afraid to open the wooden door to close the grille..
i stoned for secs.. sweaty palms.. making sure no one is outside, i quickly locked the door and ran back to my lappy..
i missed er jie.. i wanted her to come back with lui lui to pei me now.. i'm like a small ger who needs company and needs protection..
i smsed laine to come online pei me..
i need music to pei me bathe..
i'm going to return home before 9 pm every day.. my lifts often kok up.. and it was very very quiet at night, becoz my blk was surrounded by HDB flats..
have been down in luck..
i'm scared...
4:17 PM -
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