tHis iS mY bLog

Wednesday, July 11, 2007 Y

i'm certain of wat i wan now..

and i'm working towards my goal..

2 months is all i needed..

2 months seems long, but it isnt short either

please wait for the 2 months to be up..

before giving me any sentence..

it seems like i have a lot to do..

working at the cafe..

sch work..

and of coz..

personal work..

dumb dumb smsed me again last night.. "i can tell u honestly i hav feelin for u ah.. is juz that i dun hav a chance to develop.."

but i have eyes for my 小胖胖 only.. =)

though the flowers had withered, they were stil kept in my cupboard.. a cupboard specially to contain all the memories..

i know i haven gotten over since april 29, becoz ur footprints are stil in my heart, nv leave not even a single day.. i'm juz too ashamed to be by ur side, to help you, to give you support..

therefore, i tried to move on without you..

but i realised.. i was not able to do so.. i'm selfish.. i'm cruel, mean and fucked up.. i left u alone.. i felt i dun deserve ur love anymore.. or perhaps.. u r not loving me anymore..

but i'm stil trying.. my very best.. not to mi bu anything.. juz to make you feel loved..

whatever the outcome is, i know i've tried my best and had reali paid a high price..

leave everything to fate..

6:06 AM -
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