today had my ECD paper.. i can foresee the retest is waiting for me.. after so many things happened.. if my studies were not affected, den i muz be a robot who's very iron-hearted and unfeeling..
i do udst studies is very impt.. but.. i reali need some time to adjust back to sch la.. pardon me...
before my test starts, i keep looking at my hp.. there wasnt any "all the best" or "good luck", and i reali miss "sms me after u finish ur paper okie.."
none.. none of these appeared in my msg inbox.. i wasnt sad.. but i juz missed all these...
i'm having my exams next month.. and i reali hope to receive.. "all the best" from you.. i've been thinking and worrying everyday.. thinking i might be kind of irritating.. coz.. i cant sense wat u r thinking now..
i need some hints.. not love, but at least cared? worried? missed?
after paper, went to work.. though i was rather reluctant to go work after a long day, too bad la.. rui heng wasnt free to replace me..
so i went..
dumb dumb asked me out on next sat.. i felt bad to reject his date.. he have been asking me out for more den 5 times alr.. and he agreed to acc me watch transformers even though he had watched it..
but i am clear and certain of wat i wan.. and reali determined this time..
so i told him this is the 2 months to sort out his feelings, becoz... we met only once.. -.-"
"i can wait for the 2 months to be up.. Some things can only be felt by the heart, not thru the eyes, do u believe? not seeing you is juz not looking at ur appearance only.. i will always treasure the time with someone special"..
this msg looks sweet.. and of coz it sounded sweet too.. BUT.. it was sent by dumb dumb..
juz now working.. the lion dance ppl.. lao da had always "warned" me of the wolves.. coz there was no ger working at the cafe before, i'm the 1st young one..
this particular lion dance head..
"are you working tmr?"
"yup, why?"
"wanted to ask you go for lunch ah, den we can come here together.."
"oops sorry, i got school tmr.."
"can i have your number den?"
"sorry, can i say no..?"
hmm.. but not bad a way to get gers num ah.. lesson for guys to learn..
going st james tmr.. =)
1:12 AM -
hearts