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Thursday, July 19, 2007 Y

yes.. i've become a loyal fan of ka jie's and er jie's blog..

without fail, i will go their blog and keep myself updated everytime i online..

i'm sure ka jie and er jie did the same too..

extracted from ka jie's blog again..

[she always act as the bridge to the rest of the family members.. w/o her, i think we wun be so happy nw.. i still rem hw ah fen & i used to bully her.. haha.. made her cry & took her photos.. dun let her watch the show she wana watch, made her hang the clothes, made her do all the chores, beat her hard for taking my stickers w/o my permission, venting my anger on her, etc.. hmmm.. i quite a big bully huh.. feeling kinda guilty nw, but i still will continue to bully her.. *P]

i have no idea i'm actually acting as the bridge to bring us close tgt.. did i? i dint realised that..

but i do rem.. how they made me cry.. how they bullied me.. wanted me to pull out the telephone cord when they were not allowed to talk on the phone at night.. and how i was get paid for doing all these... minimum 1 dollar, maximum 2 dollars between ka jie and er jie..

though mama know abt it, she would juz teh gong la.. think mama always so soundly aslp mehz.. she juz dote on us..

made me do all the laundry.. dun allow me to slp with u all.. and there was once, i remember i put the skeleton at the door, i think i was in pri 3 or 4 ba.. coz that was the time we needed to make paper skeleton..

and when ka jie reached home, she was damn frightened by it la.. so funny..

remembering how mama chased us out when i quarrelled with er jie.. and the winner will get to go back home.. this is bull shit la.. lolz.. and how me and er jie fought with each other.. slamming the door, throwing the books..

wow.. that was like ages ago alr..

time juz flies without signal.. both of them are mothers now.. and i've become yi yi for these 2 little imp..

我現在才深深的體會到什麽才叫做真正的珍惜..

it doesnt come by easily.. needs mistakes, needs understanding, needs forgiveness, needs effort to experience the true meaning of treasure.. i hope it isnt too late now..

i love mama, for all the love, care and concern she had showered on ka jie, er jie and me.. nv once i heard her complain abt sian at work.. she's working, earning money.. all becoz of us..

millions of thanks to her.. but juz cant seems to express to her thru words.. shall express thru actions den.. i wanna spend more time with mama now.. =)

i love papa.. for everything he did "behind our back".. his love for us, would never be shown on the outside.. this is wat we udst of papa.. he would always find topics to talk to us.. like latest hpz, clubs and pubs..

though we dint talk for more than a few sentences, but having supper tgt indeed can improve our r/s.. (there's a price to pay for having supper every night).. it had been ages since i have intimate contact le.. last night, we locked each other on the arms and helped to stretch.. nice feeling.. =)

i love ka jie and er jie.. no reason.. becoz we are sistaz for life.. =)

59 days.. =)

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