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Tuesday, January 22, 2008 Y

in life, people tends to take things for granted.. and this is happening so NATURALLY that you have no idea you are taking things for granted.. but.. whose fault is this? izzit the one who takes things for granted or izzit the one who is being taken for granted becoz he/she did not voice it out?

i reached home rather early today.. at 7 plus.. it is consider early already because i requested to go home.. everyone is chionging their FYP.. the stress expression on their faces.. the working speed and the deadlines we faced.. we stayed in school till 8 plus almost everyday..

our favourite spot is Our Space at level 2.. it was comfortable working there, becoz there's aircon, there's vending machines, there's game room.. and we only went to the game once.. played jenga.. it was fun la.. spent 30 minutes on this game before we went home..

2 more weeks.. it'll be our IIP final presentation.. and this makes our last day in school.. MIS paper on 16 feb, MEC on 21 feb and our last paper, DCI on 22 feb..

if you were to ask me for reflection on these 3 years in poly.. i would say.. i miss the times with my darlings the most..

i missed the times with sean and victor, when we skipped lectures and pak pool in bukit timah plaza.. though we had the worst results.. but at least, we were together.. i missed the times.. and i'm stil missing them now..

i missed the times with bitress.. when we would juz sit down and start gossiping like nobody's business.. we would go for sakae buffet.. go for ice cream.. go slacking.. and our famous slogan.. "Bitress 最有钱".. and "如果有一天我们在街上被打都不知道为什么".. we would step into the class together, have lunch together.. and everyone sees us as a "group".. the formation of bitress started at the ming ge can ting.. there were ups and downs.. we took the effort to sit down and talk..

well.. those were the times.. all these are part of poly's life.. the memories.. the fun.. the happiness.. the unhappiness.. the sadness..

two things which always stay on my mind are the outing to sentosa and bbq with TT02.. =)

sometimes i wonder.. izzit for entertaining purpose that one has to have many faces? i have no idea.. i have this feeling inside me.. everyone is juz putting on a fake front.. perhaps.. this is to protect yourself from being hurt.. or perhaps.. this is the way life is? but it sucks..

the feeling cant seems to leave me now.. especially after so many things had happened.. which happened one after another.. i felt being treated like shit when i know i have sacrificed when i know i should be heartless which i did not.. everything simply juz sucks !! i hate this fucking feeling ! !

i'm a very straightforward person.. i dun hide my feelings.. all my mood is written on my face.. if i'm not happy.. means i'm not happy.. i'm sick and tired..

Ying Ming forwarded an email for me.. which i think is very interesting.. and it touches one's heart..

I AM THANKFUL FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE.

FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT AT THE BARS.

FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS.

FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED.

FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS.

FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT.

FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE.

FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING,WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME .

FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

FOR THE PARKING SPOT I FIND AT THE FAR END OF THE PARKING LOT BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH TRANSPORTATION.

FOR MY HUGE HEATING BILL BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM WARM.

FOR THE LADY BEHIND ME IN CHURCH WHO SINGS OFF KEY BECAUSE IT MEANS I CAN HEAR.

FOR THE PILE OF LAUNDRY AND IRONING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE CLOTHES TO WEAR.

FOR WEARINESS AND ACHING MUSCLES AT THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN CAPABLE OF WORKING HARD.

FOR THE ALARM THAT GOES OFF IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM ALIVE.

meaningful..

look on the positive side.. =)

8:21 PM -
hearts