i haven had a proper update since the day my lappy was passed to laoda.. he helped me to reformat and installed all the necessary applications.. thanks!
but anyway.. i got a lot a lot to say.. which i duno wher to start from, how to start with.. it isnt emo or feeling down.. juz that a lot of feelings that are kept inside me are not yet expressed out..
i think i have drifted from my frens.. why? izzit becoz i have already lost hope and faith in friendship or izzit i dint wanna have many frens..?
or izzit i'm too sticky to boyfriend that i dun have frens in my eyes? of coz not! but why izzit lidat? am i too lazy to take initiative or i have limited frens..?
i am tired.. but dun worry gal.. i will stil turn up for your birthday party on 5th july with girly knee length bright colour dress alright.. lolz..
i am soo confused wat to do now..
and..
i miss my times with seannie and vickie.. =(
Inspiring story.. There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving fiance. He is always there for her. Blind girl said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her fiance.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to the blind girl and then she can see everything, including her fiance.
Her fiance asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her fiance is blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her fiance walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to girl saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear."
Moral: This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.
Never take someone for granted, Hold every person close to your Heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. Remember this always in life!
"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly." i believe many have read this story before.. but it juz dint get into your head.. but when i read it once again.. different thoughts came to my mind..
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