happiness

2009-03-08T00:37:00.001+08:00

MOVED

2009-03-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

Take a second to think before scrolling down,

A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track.

The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. You could make the train change its course to the disused track and saved most of the kids.

However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way?

Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could make.............

How do you decide? What's your decision and why?

The answer.......

Most people might choose to divert the course of the train, and sacrifice only one child. You might think the same way, I guess.

Exactly, I thought the same way initially because to save most of the children at the expense of only one child was rational decision most people would make, morally and emotionally.

But, have you ever thought that the child choosing to play on the disused track had in fact made the right decision to play at a safe place?

Nevertheless, he had to be sacrificed because of his ignorant friends who chose to play where the danger was.

This kind of dilemma happens around us everyday. In the office, community, in politics and especially in a democratic society, the minority is often sacrificed for the interest of the majority, no matter how foolish or ignorant the majority are, and how farsighted and knowledgeable the minority are.

The child who chose not to play with the rest on the operational track was sidelined. And in the case he was sacrificed, no one would shed a tear for him.

The friend who forwarded me the story said he would not try to change the course of the train because he believed that the kids playing on the operational track should have known very well that track was still in use and that they should have run away if they heard the train's sirens.

If the train was diverted, that lone child would definitely die because he never thought the train could come over to that track!

Moreover, that track was not in use probably because it was not safe. If the train was diverted to the track, we could put the lives of all passengers on board at stake! And in your attempt to save a few kids by sacrificing one child, you might end up sacrificing hundreds of people to save these few kids.

While we are all aware that life is full of tough decisions that need to be made, we may not realize that hasty decisions may not always be the right one.

"Remember that what's right isn't always popular... and what's popular isn't always right."

2009-03-04T22:05:00.005+08:00

26 February 2009 - Genting TRIP!!

This trip was planned long long ago.. i told baby i dint wanna spend my 21st birthday in singapore.. and so.. one week before my birthday, baby helped me check out all the package, the location and the price all that.. in short.. he took care of everything.. =)

i juz need to be informed when we will be going down and wat to bring.. that's all.. so sweeeet of baby to bao ka liao.. thanks baby.. muacks.. *loves*

early in the morning on 26th february, we woke up at ard 5.30 am.. den we double check again and went downstairs for breakfast..

papa was already eating with his frens when we reach kopitiam.. papa is so nice.. he agreed to fetch us to the set off location which is at golden mile complex..

upon reaching.. we waited for a while before we board the bus.. it was comfy !! i was stil thinking whther we will be giddy or vomit.. but it turns out well! we've got nice showssss to watch, such as baby's favourite 男儿本色, 导火线, 不能说的秘密 and more.. there are english movies as well! like Harry Potter, Ghost Rider, Spiderman 3, and an example below..

Jackie Chan trying to do stunt..

and Chris Tucker is dancing in the middle of the road!

wat show came to your mind?? Rush Hour 3 !! =D

and.. on our way to Genting.. all the nice nice scenery..

look at the steep slope...

and occasioanlly some random pics of us..

looooook at the clouds !! so scary..

ohh... we are not far away from our destination already!

well.. some of you might be thinking.. "genting only, wat is so fun and excited about going genting?"

it juz isnt the same.. especially the last time i went genting was like.. many many many years ago, i was still in primary.. and this time round, we earned the money ourselves, spend it at our own expense and enjoy without parents' naggings!!

we waited for an hour to check in.. there was a lot of ppl.. we thot it would be lesser as it was non-peak and it was on weekday..

but anyway, i dint take any pic of the hotel becoz i would be scolded by baby if i were to take any.. he's kinda pandang isnt it.. heez.. we stayed in First World Hotel.. which looks like this..

Those pics below are models showing the overview of the whole of Genting.. looks so real isnt it!

Especially the big Energizer battery situated at the right top corner..

slack slack a while at the hotel before going for dinner..

and this is the restaurant we went to..

looks classy right.. heez..

Our sumptuous dinnner!

Presenting First World Plaza! "The coolest and highest shopping complex in Malaysia"

we went to the casino to have a look and make the the membership card.. my 1st membership at the casino! but it was quite late already and we were rather tired after the long journey.. besides there isnt any shops to patron.. so we went back to the room for an early night..

2nd day of our trip! we went to buy the tickets for indoor and outdoor theme parks!

The chocolate house we went to.. Chocolate Wonderland!

This is the 1st ride that we played.. baby assured me it wasnt going to be scary..

but i almost cried after the ride.. =(

look at the route.. it looks so scary..

Next.. we went to take the Ferris Wheel..

well.. it was quite "cloudy" when we took the pic of the Ferris Wheel.. heez.. =)

when we were up up there.. the view was superb..

we focus on the big Energizer..

Focus on our First World Hotel..

the biggest roller coaster in Genting..

and the river where we would be playing our bumper boat..

i enjoyed most is the Go Kart !!! it was REALI FUN!!

After all those rides.. i suggest we should take some more relaxing rides.. such as the boat ride to the dinosaur land!

the cute little ger who sat there to pose for her mum to take pic..

This is the next ride we took.. the route in yellow.. exciting isnt it..

this is the most famous ride in the whole of Genting.. stupid baby keep pestering me to play with him.. siao.. normally i dun play all these rides liao.. stil wan me to go up so high den "booom".. wan me to get heart attack siaa..

look at those ppl queueing.. the queue is sooo short.. most probably is becoz we went on a weekday that explains the short queue..

When the clouds came.. we cant even see clearly.. look at thoooseee scary and misty clouds...

finally.. the clouds are gone.. and we sat down to take a short break before we continue to play..

baby played this game.. to shoot down the pins over the round stand in order to win those plushies..

towards the end already.. so we can afford to wet our clothes.. heez.. and we chose this water ride.. =P

baby so cute.. he was looking at the map.. marking and crossing the rides we have played and what we need not play..

as if wanna give me a punch when i took his pic without his consent.. stupid him..

okies.. let's go now! we proceed to all the indoor rides..

The Statue of Liberty inside the shopping mall..

After our dinner, we went to Casino again.. to recoup wat we lost.. but not only we dint win, we lost RM120 which is around SGD50 plus.. lolz..

Day 2 had finally ended.. it was a long, tiring, enjoyable and happy day with baby.. with all the rides and pictures.. with all the bickerings.. heez.. *loves*

the saddest day had arrived.. the day when we would have to return to singapore.. =(

before checking out.. we went to have buffet breakfast at the hotel's cafe.. this is only our breakfast orr.. look at the table of food.. Drooling already right.. haha..

The last pictures before we board the bus..

Lastly... this is the 1st pic we took the moment we reached our home town..

Home Sweeet Home !! =D

2009-03-03T23:07:00.017+08:00

21st birthday !!!!

on the 21st feb.. i had a mini celebration with those handsome brothers and sinyi.. we went to cineleisure to watch this show starring by Takeshi Kaneshiro..

it was on a sat when we watched this movie, so i specially went down to cine on thurs and bought the 8 tickets as i was afraid it will be fully occupied on sat.. the 8 ppl includes Sheng, Wee, Yi Da Li, Laoda, Sinyi, Keat, baby and me..

and on the next day, lida called and said he can go.. so i booked his tix online.. but luckily i'm able to buy the seat next to us.. after i bought his tix.. 5 mins later, keat said he was not able to watch the movie with us wor.. thus, we got one extra tix.. but couldnt find someone to replace him at the last min..

Anyway... the show was a good one.. thumbs up! it was enjoyable.. =)

after the show, i wanted to go Cozy Bay for dinner de.. but then.. it was teared down.. wasted trip to Kallang.. den no choice, we went to the nearest shopping mall to see wat we can eat.. and eventually we settled on the Ma La Steamboat in bugis..

when we reached there.. it was full house.. but then.. there was another outlet in Joo Chiat, and so we went there by a van supplied by the stall..

eat eat play play until everyone was very full.. =P

10 plus.. me, sheng and yi da li went for a stroll becoz we were tooo full!! while the rest continue their food battle..

baby working morning shift the next day, but he dun mind staying late.. and thus, we went to play CS.. not long after they started playing, sheng gotta talk on the phone.. muz be with his gf.. haha.. so i took over.. it has been ages since i last played sia..

at 1st when baby asked me wat i wanted, i told him i want to have a perfume jiu hao le.. becoz all of them are still studying, i dint wan them to spend too much either.. but i was told by baby that they DUN MIND paying more.. and their budget was around 200 - 250!! woo.. i dint expect them to give such high budget..

Actually in the 1st place, i was told that they already intended to buy a perfume and a wallet for me..

but baby suggested me to take ipod nano.. and asked me to go online check..

this is wat i've got!!

a red Exclusive Ipod Nano..

With my name engraved!! i reali like it very much.. =)

thanks sheng, keat, wee, yi da li, li da, ben, laoda, wendy, joanne, and sheng's gf, pearlyn..

though keat, wendy and joanne dint turn up for the movie, i'm reali touched that you all stil shared for the present for me.. and reali special thanks to sheng's gf, i have never met her before, i have never talk to her before, yet she stil fork out the money to pay for the present.. so sweet of them.. =) it's alrght, this time i'm not able to treat you all watch movie, next time i treat you all makan okie!!

Also, thanks to laoda for the trouble of ordering and bringing it to me..

Next day.. i went to have lunch with my darling yvonne.. despite her busy schedule with all her projects, she came to amk juz to have lunch with me.. it has been more than half a year since i last met her.. but we are still talking non-stop when we met.. *loves*

thanks yvonne for the necklace! it looks so sweeeeeet.. =)

went to work on tues.. my colleagues told me there's a meeting.. so i brought a pen and a piece of paper..

but they've got a cake for me!! =D a pity i dint manage to take a pic of the cake.. all i've got is a piece of chocolate.. but it was thoughtful of them.. i dint expect them to prepare the cake for me.. becoz i'm in this new dept for less than 2 months only.. *touched*

thanks to LC pretty gers and a handsome boy who contributed to the prezzies inside the box.. all the prezzies had a note sticked on it and i was asked to sort out according to the giver.. becoz all the notes did not indicate their names.. i have to sort out by looking at their handwritting! i finally had the time to read the notes, sort the presents and take pictures!!

These set of bodycare products, a diary "so that i can write down all the memories, good, bad or ugly!", a bodywash "love thyself", a wordsearch "so that i'll never be bored at work!", and a chocolate "sweets for my sweets!"

if i'm not wrong.. all these were given by Shuyan, the vacuum head..

Next up, there were photo album (to capture down all the happy moments and keep inside), a cute t-shirt with a car (to wish me luck in my TP), doraemon clock (treasure ppl who are reali worth it), a key head cover (be it the key to your heart or the key to your home, protect it well) and a "Never Give Up" water bottle..

If i'm not wrong, all these were given by Jocelyn, the good Smartian..

Juz by looking at the pen, should be able to know who is the person already.. who else will resemble monkey except for my enemy-become-fren-become-buddy Veronica Teo Yen Ting, the monkey..

Her messages on each item were too long, so i shall juz keep them in my heart.. the things she gave was Age Defying Eye Gel Mask, Anti-Wrinkle & Whitening Mask, Cool Orange Eye Pads, A doraemon hp pouch and the lovely monkey pen that she wants me to put it at a visible place so that i'll always remember this monkey fren..

Those Chinese words.. it muz be Linwan.. no one else will use Chinese characters.. A mirror so that i can bring it around, the couple photo frame that i can put pic of me and my boyfriend, the bracelet that shines, that cotton that can be reused for removing makeup and the candies that bring sweetness..

All these add up to 20 presents already..

Last but not least! The handsome smart boy, Pius..

A brand new Guess Wallet..

On top of that.. the presents beyond the box..

A lovely dress and a gorgerous wallet by Rina, the President of LC..

Esther, the milky gave me a watch from 25 hours..

oops.. mine is the white colour one.. =D

What can i say??

i hearts LC loads and loads.. thanks for the effort to think of this idea.. thanks for the time to buy all these 21 stuff.. thanks for the writing the small little cute notes on each and every item.. thanks Rina, Esther, Veron, Shuyan, Jocelyn, Linwan and Pius for all the gifts.. =)

Thanks to those who smsed and wish me happy birthday..
thanks to those who left a message in my facebook..

你们真的有心了.. 谢谢!

P.S. LC gers, please tell me if i've sorted the items correctly ya.. =)

2009-02-25T00:26:00.006+08:00

有好多说不出的感受，感觉，感触，感动，。。

有开心，难过，愤怒。。

情人节过了，谢谢臭宝贝给的惊喜。。＝）

我们的丰富晚餐。。

最令我感到开心的就是我们之间的友情又有进一步的发展了。我在２００９来临的时候，我的愿望就是能够有一个好朋友，可是上天对我好好哦, 给了我一般死党。。

那天，在遇到LC之前，其实我和臭宝贝有小小的争执，我的心情是好差好差的。。可是遇到你们过后，我的心情真的变好了。我还主动打电话给臭宝贝。

昨晚，你们都赏脸为我庆祝生日。燕婷告诉我箱里头有２１样礼物，我瞄了箱子里头的礼物，真的是充满诚意与爱意。。好感动哦！谢谢你们！＝D

我爱的女孩子们

最令我感到愤怒的事..

上个星期天，我们一家人到新民路去祭拜我爷爷。妈妈要我们在九点之前准备好，这样一来，我们就可以早去早回。可是，为了等我的两位大牌姑姑与她们的儿子们，所以我们就等到十点才出发。这已经不是第一次等他们了，好在我们是在家等，而不是好像白痴一样，坐在咖啡店看着他们吃东西。

吃完过后，我们就去香铺买一些爷爷在泉之下可用到的物品。我们一同到了TSE THO AUM庙准备爷爷爱吃的食物和饮料。。我们一到庙里，就得上香，是对已故的家人一种尊敬。。上了香过后，就是等＂他们＂吃饱喝足才可以把冥纸拿去烧。。

我们这些孩子们都站在一块儿，姑姐点燃了几只香，交给站在我身旁的表哥，也就是她的儿子，然后跳过我们，走到站在另一端的表哥，就是我大姑的儿子们。。对她，我们显然是透明的。。她把香分派完了给她的亲人过后，剩下六只香。。上香只需要３炷，她有多余的３炷香，不晓得要给谁，刚好看到爸爸，就把那多余的３炷香交给爸爸。。

一直以来，我对她的印象都不是很好，我一向来都觉得她们的＂恩恩怨怨＂停流在上一代，可是我真的没有料到，姑姐会做出这种行为。。我只能用四个字来形容她 - 吝啬自私

不过，这个行为还不至于是最离谱。。

我们和亲爱的爷爷告别后，便回到宏茂桥的咖啡店吃午餐。到了咖啡店，所有的大桌都已坐满，所以我们就分两个小桌子坐。妈妈担心我们饿坏了，所以赶紧叫二姐和我去买饭吃。。

在我们买饭的当儿，他们已找到一个大桌子，刚刚好容纳＂他们＂一家人。。我们回来时，他们根本就没有把我们放在眼里。。完全没有留位子，也没有帮我们在另一个桌子罢位。。

亏爸爸还请大家喝饮料，甚至帮他们去买；可是大家似乎都不领情，认为是理所当然的。

没关系，晚辈要做到这样，我们能说什么？怪不得姑姐的儿子们都不会向他们的妈妈说心事。。怪不得姑仗每晚都酗酒。。我的表弟和他的女朋友在一起都已经一年多了，可是他居然要我不要告诉他的妈妈。。因为他不想听到他的妈妈一直在他耳边碎碎念。。怪不得他的儿子们从中学时候就要开始做工赚钱，不是因为要赚外快，是因为逼不得以。。表弟还曾对我说姑姐对他说过的一句话。。＂你不跟我拿钱就偷笑了＂。。

身为母亲的她，应该说出这种伤人的话吗？他可是她的儿子。。听妈妈说，姑姐说出最毒的一句话，就是她输麻将给妈妈时，居然咒妈妈绝后三代。。太过分了！

我真的好讨厌好讨厌她！讨厌得恨之露骨头!

2009-02-11T14:11:00.000+08:00

1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady.

During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a
conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the
last one:

'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?'

Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times.
She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name?

I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended,
one student asked if thelast question would count toward our quiz grade.

'Absolutely,' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet
many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if
all you do is smile and say 'hello.'

I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy.

2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain

One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the
side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rainstorm. Her car had
broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag
down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of
in those conflict-filled 60s'.. The man took her to safety, helped her get
assistance and put her into a taxicab.

She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him.
Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a
giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached..

It read:
'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The
rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along.
Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just
before he passed away. God bless you for helping me and unselfishly serving
others.'

Sincerely, Mrs. Nat King Cole.

3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve.

In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered
a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front
of him..

'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked.

'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress.

The little boy pulled is hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it.

'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired.

By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing
impatient.

'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied.

The little boy again counted his coins.

'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said.

The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away.
The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress
came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly
beside the empty dish,were two nickels and five pennies.

You see, he couldn't have the sundae, because he had to have enough left to
leave her a tip.

4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path.

In ancient times, a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself
and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's
wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many
loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything
about getting the stone out of the way.

Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the
boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the
side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded.. After
the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the
road where the boulder had been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note
from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the
boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand!

Every obstacle presents an opportunity to improve our condition.

5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts...

Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a
little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her
only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old
brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the
antibodies needed to combat the illness.. The doctor explained the situation to
her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his
blood to his sister.

I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying,
'Yes I'll do it if it will save her.' As the transfusion progressed,
he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color
returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded.

He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start
to die right away'.

Being young, the little boy had misunderstood the doctor; he thought he was
going to have to give his sister all of his blood in order to save her but he
had chosen to save her anyway.

2009-02-11T13:26:00.005+08:00

i only wan to say.. i hearts LC very much..

i read Jocelyn's blog.. wneh i was at work..
and i read it the 2nd time.. it brings warmth to me..
at least we all know.. there are ppl who treasure us, whom we treasured..
for a lifetime..

steamboat at my place every year.. i dun find it special..
but this year, though it was only the 5 gers + 1 guy who stayed.. it was indeed memorable and sweet..

or perhaps.. this is the only year i dint sleep..

we met outside NTUC at 4 pm.. but some were late and we were dilly dally as usual.. we finished buying our stuff at 5 plus.. and rina turned up..

we started our dinner early.. and the leftover for this year stil consider okie.. after we lou hei, after we had cleared the desk.. i was watching tang xin feng bao.. while the rest were inside the room, some playing lappy, some playing poker cards..

it was boring.. but we sticked together.. =)

den someone suggested go out.. so our poor Pius gotta go back home and drive over to fetch us gers..

oh.. i dint mention who turned up? it was linwan, jocelyn, shuyan, veron, rina and pius.. i would never miss out anyone in my sms, but it is all up to them whether they wan to reply me.. it is all up to them whether they took the effort to come over for the gathering.. well.. at least i know.. i wont sms those ppl next year..

at 1st, we stil pin that little hope for them to come.. and den we pin that little hope for them to at least reply.. but now.. we already expected the outcome..

that's why veron will say.. "those who are supposed to turn up, already there, who else?"

true la.. esp now everyone is busy with their things.. and everyone is changing.. there are priorities for them.. if we are only option to them, why should we place them as priority..

and then.. Pius came back with his 7-seater car..

went to joo chiat for supper 1st.. woow.. a lot of Vietnam gers.. =X we went to have supper at this hawker.. time check : 0049.. it was only 12 plus!! it was becoz we had an early dinner..

den we went to east coast.. bought garbage bags so that we can sit on it without having our shorts dirtied.. after we are in the comforable position.. we settled down and started chatting.. each of us had a turn to talk about our stuff..
it was reali.... enjoying.. and i reali hearts them to the loads..

it makes me feel that i am one of them.. there were times when i thot our group couldnt work out.. but without fail, rina will stil sms to ask me out whenever there is outing.. and veron also will send me those forwarded msgs with sweet meanings..

one 5-cent sms can mean alot.. reali.. when i read joce's blog.. i dint expect her to mention it in her blog.. yup.. i sent a msg to everyone on the 1st day of 2009.. it simply means.. at the moment when the clock strikes 12, you gers were in my mind.. =)

and yes.. veron sprained her neck.. i couldnt help but teasing her.. hahaz. den shuyan's silly comments, and entertained by jocelyn who is the good smartian.. but rina was too tired to entertain us..

all i wanted to say.. though we have our own things to busy, though we dun meet very oftenly, you gers are part of my life..

forever.. =)

i finally learnt..

因为友情，不能只是单方面的付出..

BY THE WAY..

i hate copycats..

i reali detest them very very much..

2009-01-29T16:11:00.001+08:00

i am feeeling..

depressed..

2009-01-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

女朋友是要..

被守保护..

被疼爱..

被宠坏..

2009-01-06T21:59:00.000+08:00

A pig called Dusty..

2009-01-06T10:22:00.010+08:00

倾斜是我的致命伤..

救命!

车子往后滑

传动器放太高, 导致引擎摊位2次..

所谓的"死车"

考官告诉我的第一句话..

"you almost can drive

啪车可以, 井栏没撞到

真可惜.."

好难过哦..

不是因为没考到执照难过

是因为又要浪费宝贵的金钱而心疼 =(

没关系　再继续努力　没关系..

2009-01-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

面具是可怕的..

撕下面具的你会是怎么样的呢 ?

好想知道哦..

2009-01-05T15:32:00.012+08:00

原来一直以来都是我在一厢情愿..

“患难见真情，烈火见真金”

这是我们，对朋友的要求，同时也是判断友情真伪的一种标准

2009-01-05T14:58:00.004+08:00

my wish for 2009..

is to have one best friend.. =)

2008-12-29T05:00:00.000+08:00

BUTTERFLY

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.

The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.

What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.

We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!

2008-12-28T12:09:00.006+08:00

i was chatting with my brother the other day..

i told him i wasnt the sociable me..

i was the once-friendly ger whom i can chat with toilet aunty and kopitiam uncle..

but why i am not able to do it now?

i prefer to be left alone at work..

i prefer to lunch alone..

i prefer to go home after work..

and the reason was..

我已经慢慢进入我的保护区

one of my colleagues resemble maojie.. the cool cool and quiet quiet guy..

it was at those moment when i realized i miss everyone so much.. =)

i'm gonna transfer to another department soon..

hopefully i'll be able to adapt well..

wat worries me is i'll be working with interns from various schools..

i'm going to shut myself in one corner..

*do not disturb*

2008-12-26T11:12:00.009+08:00

Below are the Christmas Gifts which i have received from my dear colleagues and friends!

This Xmas..

i feel sad, disappointed and unappreciated..

Thanks for those who contributed to the picture above.. i appreciate the effort to buy and the time taken to wrap those prezzies..

thanks for the advanced xmas celebration spent with LC members.. hearts them loads.. =)

before we took this picture, we were all secretly exchanging gifts.. so funny.. 偷偷摸摸..

this year i made a 突破..

i made small little gifts and bought small little gifts for everyone who is close to me..

i had never done this in my 20 years.. but i did..

and.. i learnt my lesson..

the more i think about it.. the more fucked up i felt..

专辑介绍

继之前的 Chicked-out(华人嘻哈)曲风后，王力宏2008年以全新创作专辑《心·跳》，与乐迷分享他最真实内心世界！Leehom在创作这首专辑主打歌“心跳”时，以从未试过的深情，从歌中诉说出“最贴近心跳的距离”的心底对爱情的体悟。

　　睽违两年的时间，Leehom于9月19日至20日在台北小巨蛋展开《MUSIC-MAN世界巡回演唱会》，并以进化“MUSIC-MAN”最新漫画英雄造型示人。届时Leehom在个唱中把“摇滚怎么了!!”呈现给歌迷，为揭开2008新专辑的序曲。“摇滚怎么了!!”把西式rock电吉他与琵琶融合而自创中国式摇滚曲风，Leehom特别为新歌订做“山水泼墨电吉他”与“复刻唐朝五弦琵琶”，请来气质女星Janet跨刀在MV中弹琵琶，又将电吉他与中国山水泼墨画结合，以用嘶吼的嗓音飙唱这首十足中国式摇滚style的新歌，曲中颠覆感情世界及社会的乱象，带领全新的音乐新潮流！

01 爱得得体
02 心跳
03 春雨里洗过的太阳
04 EVERYTHING
05 我完全没有任何理由理你
06 另一个天堂
07 玩偶
08 脚本
09 竞争对手
10 摇滚怎么了！！

2008-12-13T20:18:00.006+08:00

合理就好不需要太完美
请相信人有缺点才可爱

如果拥有那么难
那就学习放下吧

仇生仇爱生爱
多一点欣赏, 就少一点挑剔
多一点鼓励, 就少一点批评

失恋就是与一个不爱你或
你不爱他的人脱离关系
那有什么不好呢

能牽手的時候，請別只是肩並肩
能擁抱的時候，請別只是牽牽手
能在一起的時候，請別輕意分開

虽然你不能开口说一句话
却更能明白人世间的黑白与真假
虽然你不会表达你的真情
却付出了热忱的生命

这个世界有多么不如意的事
当我应付不了的时候
我可不可以, 可不可以不勇敢呢

Gathering @ Timbre =)

大合照

石头

剪刀

布

我是不是很自恋你们错了是她们 Camera-Shy..

2008-12-08T20:10:00.002+08:00

waiting and waiting..

it's payday soooooon!

hoooray !

2008-12-03T21:14:00.008+08:00

Besides having your superior to supervise you..

who else do?

let me show you..

they do.. =)

Kids... (part 2)

juz came back from amk central..

kids nowadays.. *shake head*

are they too trendy or am i too old to udst?

wear tee like the one below..

and they match with the skinny jeans..

so.. do you think is nice for a guy to wear lidat?

AND.. MOST importantly..

they wear SLIPPERS..

this reminds me of my dressing~

wear short short tight tight t-shirt with No Fear, Blind or Dragon.. can see the belly-button, and wear different colour of slippers for different foot..

and after this trend, the next is wear over-size polo tee with jeans or 3-quarts, with a waist pouch and of coz orange-colour pointed comb..

omg.. why did we dress like alien last time?

BY THE WAY..

to encourage me.. da jie bought this Doraemon Glove for me.. so sweeeeeet.. =P

and she left the receipt inside the plastic bag..

thank you..

2008-11-30T16:23:00.012+08:00

tmr is the start of my 6th month at work..

conversion will take place in january..

worked for 8 month..

what else can be happier den studying?

Townsville Primary School

spend our very last year in the old building before it shifted.. lots of memories.. 1st day of school jiu vomit.. teased my malay partner using the fake cockroach.. he complained to teacher, my cockroack kana confiscated.. i wonder how we communicate with that little english that we have learnt.. used tissue as "middleman" to hold hands.. and the unforgettable "fingers on your lips"..

Basketball have been my passion.. i was and i am very proud of the TPS gers.. =)

It all started with Basketball that i know there's a ger called Yvonne Chong..
she was in 6B whereas i'm from 6G..
i have no idea how we mingle tgt so well.. we would always hang out tgt after basketball training..
and i remember there was once when we went to Bishan Park, tgt with meihui.. we both were playing the harmonica.. but meihui is not able to play it even after much practices.. hahaz.. and it was also becoz of basketball that we quarrelled which brought us even closer..

we seldom get to meet up.. seldom get to chat and update each other.. all i need to know is that you are doing fine.. i was packing my things.. i saw the cards you have sent me.. i felt so guilty that i haven been doing anything.. but in the future, i will take more initiative to ask you out and treasure this sisterhood! i wan you to feel that you are important and i cherish you.. love you ger! miss ya lots.. =)

i thot of the matches that we have played.. i'll always play in the 2nd quarter.. and without fail, our 5 personal fouls will be used up before the match ends.. i remember how puwei helped the other team to score becoz she forgot that we have changed sides.. i remember how yvonne han stunned when she took the ball from the opponent becoz Mr Ong had told us to give in to the other team becoz we had scored tooooo much.. i think i stil have the scoresheet with me.. and i remember the opponent team was from Marsling Primary School..

the matches against Nanyang and Da Qiao were the more memorable.. coz we lost to Nanyang by one point.. we have won Da Qiao for all matches but lost to them in the grand finals.. we dint have the chance to play in that indoor stadium.. =(

As compared to our seniors, there were Brenda, Diana, Tracy, the twins, and i forgot the others.. coz we seldom train with them.. Mr Ong told us they were the cocky bunch.. but they were reali great.. =)

below were the jerseys given by the school..

from "Pointers" and with a huge school logo on the left corner..

we changed to "FBT" and these 2 sets were more manly compared to the previous ones..

Not to forget.. our HOUNER, our GLORY..

Townsville Primary Schoool
Awarded To
Chia Sok Kum

i was the proud and cocky prefect in everyone's eyes.. was the pet of all teachers.. no wonder i was disliked by so many ppl.. i scolded my 1st "Fuck" when i was in Primary 3 which i learned from Jin Chin.. never fail, he will make me cry every week with his harsh words and stupid actions.. but teacher will always on my side.. becoz he is the only notorious "gangster" in our school..

There were frens who come and go.. there were frens whom we deemed as "frens" at 1st sight, juz like Jiaying.. there were frens who 不打不相识.. juz like Veron and Yvonne.. Veron transferred to TPS in primary 2.. i am smiling while typing this.. becoz.. it all happened so long ago.. and i was so happy when she pricked her fingers with the staple.. i quarrelled with yvonne in primary 5 or 6.. and i was so bad to have the this idea of putting cockroach in her bag (am i mean?).. and! my accomplice was Jiaying..

Until primary 5, we changed class... i dun fren you, you dun fren her.. if you fren her den i dun fren you.. my results dropped and i start to learn "new" things.. had my very very 1st "stead" in primary 5 (tooo young isnt it?).. den went to arcade almost everyday, DDR, Beat Mania, Puzzle Bobble had became my all time favourite.. look at handsome guys and meet new frens, exchanged pagar number..

Those were the days..

whenever i saw those kids at amk central.. resemble me when i was around their age.. juz that the make-up that they have put on is so much terrible and ghostly-like..

Compared to my era, i dun rem seeing any ah lian putting such makeup, at most they will tie their hair up and leave 2 cockroach fringe.. uniform wear tight tight, so as to show off their boobs, and skirt short short, socks pulled up and wear US Master school shoes.. Not to forget, the socks MUST have logos such as Hash Puppies or Nike..

not only that.. ah lians today would dressed in shorts and slippers, with thick makeup on and a sling bag with them.. had their steads to help them carry the HANDBAG.. they thot it was cool.. but i think that sucks to the limit.. i cannot stand a man helping his girlfriend to take HANDBAG.. is the HANDBAG weighing a few tonnes of gold? wallets, handphone, camera, cosmetics, tissue papers, umbrella, water bottle, pads, and at most one cardigan.. SO? and their unruly behaviour in public, talk as loud as their lungs can hold, and vulgarities were exchanged from one end to another.. most importantly, they were all smoking illegally.. whenever i saw those young ah lians (13-16 years old) dancing on that machine in arcades..

i would have the very strong urge to go over and say.. "see ya at zouk tonight"..

wat had happened to those innocent and civilized ah lians?

2008-11-30T05:33:00.001+08:00

juz reached home not long ago..

suddenly have this thinking..

i want to make something special for christmas this year..

jiayou! =D

2008-11-30T05:24:00.005+08:00

Answer for the question in my previous post..

My mother used to ask me:
"What is the most important part of the body?"

Through the years I would take a guess at what I thought
was the correct answer.

When I was younger, I thought sound was very important to us
as humans, so I said, "My ears, Mommy."

She said, "No Many people are deaf.
But you keep thinking about it and I will ask you again soon."

Several years passed before she asked me again.

Since making my first attempt, I had contemplated the correct answer.

So this time I told her,
"Mommy, sight is very important to everybody,
so it must be our eyes.

She looked at me and told me,
"You are learning fast, but the answer is not correct
because there are many people who are blind."

Stumped again, I continued my quest for knowledge.
Over the years, Mother asked me a couple more times and always her answer was, "No, but you are getting smarter every year, my child."

Then last year, my grandpa died.
Everybody was hurt.
Everybody was crying.
Even my father cried.

I remember that especially because it was only the second time
I saw him cry. My Mom looked at me when it was our turn to say
our final good-bye to Grandpa.

She asked me,
"Do you know the most important body part yet, my dear?"

I was shocked when she asked me this now.
I always thought this was a game between her and me.
She saw the confusion on my face and told me,
"This question is very important.
It shows that you have really lived in your life.

For every body part you gave me in the past, I have told you was
wrong and I have given you an example why.
But today is the day you need to learn this important lesson."

She looked down at me as only a mother can.
I saw her eyes well up with tears. She said,

"My dear, the most important body part is your shoulder."

I asked, "Is it because it holds up my head?"
She replied, "No, it is because it can hold the head of a friend
or a loved one when they cry.

Everybody needs a shoulder to cry on sometime in life, my dear.
I only hope that you have enough love and friends that you will
always have a shoulder to cry on when you need it."

Then and there I knew the most important
body part is not a selfish one.

It is sympathy to the pain of others.

People will forget what you said...
People will forget what you did....
But people will NEVER forget how you made them feel.

2008-11-27T22:42:00.006+08:00

If a child lives with criticism,
He learns to condemn.

If a child lives with hostility,
He learns to fight.

If a child lives with ridicule,
He learns to be shy.

If a child lives with shame,
He learns to feel guilty.

If a child lives with tolerance,
He learns to be patient.

If a child lives with encouragement,
He learns confidence.

If a child lives with praise,
He learns to appreciate.

If a child lives with fairness,
He learns justice.

If a child lives with security,
He learns to have faith.

If a child lives with approval,
He learns to like himself.

If a child lives with acceptance
and friendship, he learns
to find love in the world.

Anger is a condition in which te tongue works faster den the mind..

You cant change the past, but you will ruin the present by worrying about the future..

All people smile in the same language..

Everyone needs to be loved especially when they do not deserve it..

Everyone has beauty, but not everyone sees it..

Harsh words break no bones.. but break the heart..

Personal Perception

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented. "very stupid, why neither of them ride on the donkey?" Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked beside them. Later an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of the family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walks. He is no gentleman" The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you" Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkeyand carried it on their shoulders.

It seems like the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Trust

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leds to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered "Public Utilities Board". There was a silence. She repeated "PUB". There was stil no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she heard a lady's voice. "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, i got the number from my husband's pocket but i do not know whose number it is"

Without mutual respect, juz imagine wat will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with juz "hello" instead of "PUB".

Be Patient

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammared the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.

Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery and saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, "Daddy, i'm sorry about your truck" Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home and committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think first before you lose your patience with someone you love. Trucks can be repaired. Broken bones and hurt feelings often cant. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

To realize the Value

To realize the value of a sister, ask someone who doesnt have one.

To realize the value of ten years, ask a newly divorced couple.

To realize the value of four years, ask a graduate.

To realize the value of one year, ask a student who has failed a final exam

To realize the value of nine months, ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize the value of one month, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize the value of one week, ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize the value of one hour, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize the value of one minute, ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize the value of one second, ask a person who has survived an accident.

To realize the value of one millisecond, ask the person who has won a silver medal in the olympics.

To realize the value of a friend, lose one..

One Last Important Question to Ponder..

Wat is the most important part of your body?
Feel free to leave a taggy if you know.. =)

2008-11-27T12:22:00.013+08:00

when you dun have it, you yearn for it..
when you dun have it, you think of ways to get it..
when you have it, you misused it..
when you have it, you took it for granted..
when you missed it, you regretted it..
when you missed it, you blamed yourself for it..
there are things beyond your control..
it all depends on fate, destiny and luck..
if there is wat if, i would have tio 4D and toto..

November is coming to an end soooon..
And we are left with one more month to 2009...

Had spend quite some time preparing for baby's birthday..
went to this Fotohub shop to have our pictures printed on those magazine kinda papers..
den make into a book..
and this is only one of the prezzie for him..
in all.. i've got 19 prezzie for him.. which represent his age.. =)

on 31st Oct, i've got Laoda, Lida, Yidali and sim yansheng to help me with the surprise for him..
they appeared at baby's doorstep at 12 am sharp to present him the birthday cake.. it was so sweet of them to help me with the surprise.. thanks!

and one of the prezzie was the cards written by all his frens.. this is the tedious part man.. but luckily i've got sim yan sheng to help me..

den on his birthday it went smoothly as we planned.. 1st we went to watch movie in the afternoon.. den evening went for ktv at chinatown.. ard 24 bucks per person with free flow of drinks and including of 2 bowls of "sharksfin"..

stay till late night, den went to simpang bedok for supper before heading home..
it was reali a tired and fruitful day for all of us..

next follow up is bin's bday..

her prezzie.. was from the 4 of us.. as 2 of us are working, 2 of them are studying.. so we had difficulties in meeting up..

the 1st time we met.. was went to buy all the "ingredients" needed to make her prezzie..
we had conference call..
we had meetings at hy's house..
our discussion was through emails..

thanks to yyh's time to have all the minutes noted down and send us through email..

it was touching to have all of us gathered together even though we are so busy with our packed schedule..

finally when it is bindi's day.. me and huiyi went to bukit batok to borrow the car from ah kia's dad.. we were supposed to go back to huiyi's house to take those prezzie before heading to pasir ris to pick yyh up.. but we slacked too long at home.. and poor yyh, gotta wait quite long for our arrival..

after much danger and obstacles with ah kia's nagging behind us.. we finally reached pasir ris at ard 5 plus..

as usual... we were in our own world.. hahaz..

no wonder bindi never say "paiseh ah, cannot entertain you all"..

is becoz.. we can entertain ourselves.. =D

we made a BIG GOLDEN key for her to open up her treasure box..

there are 21 letters inside the box for her.. represent her age..
and we bought her a bag.. and made a video, plus a phamplet for her...

it was AMAZING... that we can have it done swee swee.. i am so proud of them...

as the saying goes..

Nothing is impossible

Juz do it

Next.. my OCBC's Dinner and Dance..

we had Grand Shanghai as our theme..
and all of us from my department were to wear Cheongsum and suit for guys..
juz like them..

it was fun.. i had my cheongsam on and went to set my hair like those traditional woman..
there were lots of pictures taken.. but my colleague has yet to pass me the pictures..

i'll upload once they are ready =D

and then...

it was yidali's birthday..
he celebrated his birthday at pasir ris park by having bbq...

the unforgettable part on his bday wass.....
the cake was all over his face.. and shirt?
and even neck..
hahahz.. damn gross la..
but it was cute of them.. =)

moving on the December.. lots of celebration awaiting for us..

jiayou! and enjoy to the fullest on the very last month of 2008!

oh btw....

i'm sellllling my...

100% HOME-MADE PINEAPPLE TARTS FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Selling 12 bucks per container..
and.....

I ALREADY HAVE MORE THAN 35 ORDERS!
hahhaa..
may i know who else is interested in supporting me? =P

Storytime!

COULD YOU THINK OF A SOLUTION?

Many years ago in a small Indian village, a farmer had the misfortune of owing a large sum of money to a female village moneylender. The female Moneylender, who was old, fat and ugly, fancied the farmer's handsome son, Cliff.

So she proposed a bargain.

She said she would forego the farmer's debt if she could marry his son. Both the farmer and his son were horrified by the Proposal.

So the cunning female moneylender suggested that they let Providence decide the matter. She told them that she would put a black Pebble and a white pebble into an empty moneybag. Then the son would have to pick one pebble from the bag.

If he picked the black pebble, he would become her husband and her father's debt would be forgiven.
If he picked the white pebble he need not marry her and his father's debt would still be forgiven.
But if he refused to pick a pebble, his father would be thrown into Jail

They were standing on a pebble-strewn path in the farmer's field. As they talked, the moneylender bent over to pick up two pebbles. As she picked them up, the sharp-eyed son noticed that she had picked up two Black pebbles and put them into the bag.

She then asked the son to pick a pebble from the bag.

Now, imagine that you were standing in the field. What would you have done if you were the son?

If you had to advise him, what would you have told him?
Careful analysis would produce three possibilities:
1) The son should refuse to take a pebble.
2) The son should show that there were two black pebbles in the bag and expose the moneylender as a lying, back stabbing female cheat.
3) The son should pick a black pebble and sacrifice himself in order to save his father from his debt and imprisonment.

Take a moment to ponder over the story. The above story is used with the hope that it will make us appreciate the difference between lateral and logical thinking.
The son's dilemma cannot be solved with traditional logical thinking. Think of the consequences if he chooses the above logical answers.

What would you recommend to the son to do?

Well, here is what he did....
The son put his hand into the moneybag and drew out a pebble. Without looking at it, he fumbled and let it fall onto the pebble-strewn path where it immediately became lost among all the other pebbles.

'Oh, how clumsy of me,' he said. 'But never mind, if you look into the bag for the one that is left, you will be able to tell which pebble I picked.'

Since the remaining pebble is black, it must be assumed that he had picked the white one. And since the moneylender dared not admit her Dishonesty, the son changed what seemed an impossible situation into An extremely advantageous one.

MORAL OF THE STORY:
Most complex problems do have a solution.
It is only that we don't attempt to think.

thanks foo for the analysis.. =)

2008-11-04T00:22:00.001+08:00

it's 12.22 am now..

why am i stil awake?

2008-11-03T23:40:00.002+08:00

changed blog song..

when i 1st heard this song..

i fell in love with it..

feeling emooo...

2008-10-25T17:42:00.008+08:00

我已经要二十一岁了。

毫无目标。

我现在没有目标没关系

我现在没有很多钱没关系

我现在没有车没关系

我会努力

我的转捩点从今天开始。。

向目标前进

加油！

thank you gers..

hearts! <3

2008-09-19T15:37:00.002+08:00

Today is 19 Sept..

MC..

2008-09-11T18:39:00.001+08:00

What is the difference between Fate, Destiny and Karma?

They all sound the same, but intuitively I feel as if they are different. For example, in a recent reading Dr. DeStefano did for me she referred to something called my Karmic Destiny. I have an idea of what she meant by this, but I am not absolutely sure.

From my understanding, Karma is that which comes back to you based on what you put out there. I believe the Universe is very fair and just. Who you are, how much you put into things, what you expect in return, what you need, what you want, all interconnect strongly with who you become, how much you get out from things, what you get and what you don't get because you don't deserve.

Fate is changeable because Fate is just one possible outcome out of many possible outcomes in the experiences of any life or soul. By the way, Fate has a lot to do with Time Travel theories and contradictions, but that's a tangent.

Destiny, on the other hand, is not that changeable because it's the soul's final DESTination i.e., DESTiny. So, according to me, Karmic Destiny is the strongest of all Fates because it is what you are gearing your life to be, or rather, what your life is meant to gear to become. Is this even close or am I way off? K.D.

2008-09-09T07:37:00.002+08:00

i felt so irritated.. so digusted.. so pissed by you and your behaviour..

are you brainless or wat

2008-09-08T21:56:00.006+08:00

为你我受冷风吹

2008-09-06T15:53:00.002+08:00

Marriage Passbook

Jocelyn married William this day. At the end of the wedding party, Jocelyn's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook. With $1000 deposit amount.

Mother: 'Jocelyn, take this passbook. Keep it as a record of your marriage life. When there's something happy and memorable happened in your new life, put some money in. Write down what it's about next to the line.

The more memorable the event is, the more money you can put in. I've done the first one for you today. Do the others with William. When you look back after years, you can know how much happiness you've had.'

Jocelyn shared this with William when getting home. They both thought it was a great idea and were anxious to know when the second deposit can be made.

This was what they did after certain time:
7 Feb: $100, first birthday celebration for William after marriage
1 Mar: $300, salary raise for Jocelyn
20 Mar: $200, vacation trip to Bali
15 Apr: $2000, Jocelyn got pregnant
1 Jun: $1000, William got promoted . . . . ..... and so on...

However, after years, they started fighting and arguing for trivial things. They didn't talk much. They regretted that they had married the most nasty people in the world.... no more love... Kind of typical nowadays, huh?

One day Jocelyn talked to her Mother: 'Mom, we can't stand it anymore. We agree to divorce. I can't imagine how I decided to marry this guy!!!'

Mother: 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal. Just do whatever you want if you really can't stand it. But before that, do one thing first. Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your wedding day? Take out all money and spend it first. You shouldn't keep any record of such a poor marriage.'

Jocelyn thought it was true. So she went to the bank, waiting at the queue and planning to cancel the account. While she was waiting, she took a look at the passbook record. She looked, and looked, and looked.

Then the memory of all the previous joy and happiness just came up her mind. Her eyes were then filled with tears. She left and went home. When she was home, she handed the passbook to William, asked him to spend the money before getting divorce.

The next day, William gave the passbook back to Jocelyn. She found a new deposit of $5000. And a line next to the record: 'This is the day I notice how much I've loved you thru out all these years. How much happieness you've brought me.'

They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe. Do you know how much money they had saved when they retired? I did not ask. I believe the money did not matter any more after they had gone thru all the good years in their life.

2008-08-13T21:38:00.004+08:00

how can i forgot about it?!

why did i hesistate?!

i wanted to throw my 10 bucks in!

in the end..

i thot it was a waste of money..

it came out THIRD PRIZE

=(

2008-07-20T21:04:00.001+08:00

disappointed...

2008-07-20T20:44:00.004+08:00

Landlord runs amok, orders tenant to torch herself

He also set fire to his own flat and neighbour's

A MIDDLE-aged man, armed with four knives, ran amok and tried to force one of his woman tenants to torch herself in his flat at Ang Mo Kio Avenue 3 on Thursday morning.

When the frightened woman managed to break free of him during the confusion with the help of two other woman tenants, the enraged landlord turned his fury on his neighbour's flat.

He smashed the window facing the corridor with his knives and hit the door. Next, he splashed white paint and kerosene on the neighbour's flat, and threatened to set fire to it if the girl inside did not come out.

The petrified girl called the police. Just then, her father showed up and took on the assailant. During the scuffle, he was chased and slashed, according to Shin Min Daily News on Thursday.

Just as shocked residents in Block 346 thought the drama was over, the man returned to his flat and set fire to it. He also torched his neighour's flat.

Police said they received a call at about 7.45 am about the incident and rushed to the scene.

They ordered the armed man to surrender his weapons and when he refused, they subdued him with a taser stun gun.

During the struggle to arrest the assailant, a policeman was injured. He suffered minor cuts on the face and a cut on his left eyebrow and was given outpatient treatment.

The fire in the two flats was put out by fire fighters from the Singapore Civil Defence Force, who prevented it from spreading to other units.

A woman tenant told Shin Min that she was about to leave the flat when the landlord suddenly charged at her with a pole and ordered her to wake up the other two room-mates.

In the living room, he ordered the three woman to sit on a sofa, while he went to the kitchen to grab a chopper.

He then asked one of them to pour oil on her body and torch herself.

Her roommate was ordered by the man to open the front door for her to carry out the act on the common corridor. All three took the opportunity to escape.

Shin Min said the man had been hospitalised for three months and was discharged only last Saturday.

Neighbours said he is a bachelor but used to bring women back to the flat.

He rented out two rooms to the three women.

yes..

this happened in my blk..

blk 346..

and.. i stayed near 10th floor..

phew..

when i was on the way to work.. i saw many ppl looking at my blk.. being the kpo me.. i joined in the crowd and asked the auntie wat happened..

i thot it was some kids who was playing with fire..

but!

i saw 4 police cars and 2 fire engines..

it wasnt as simple as i thot.. but i was kinda late for work.. and so.. i waited for my mummy's news while i went for work..

and i saw one of my neighbours pushing his bike and told his mum.. "i pushed away 1st, scared tio summon.."

typical singaporean.. and is a young chap who's same age as me..

i was listening to 933 while working.. and they reported this news.. woo.. so it was so big case ah.. there was a person we suspected.. yet to be confirmed..

sooo scary.. hopefully everything is fine.. =)

went for dinner with ling, quek and con..

at far east's ramen ten..

enjoyed.. =)

went for dinner with huiyi, ah kia and xiong papa at bindi's workplace..

at vivo..

ordered sooo many dishes and spent 30 bucks..

curry fish head, hotplate tofu, and some japanese food..

enjoyed.. =)

went for dinner with rina, veron, jocelyn and shuyan..

at vivo again..

duno fig and wat de.. i forgot the name of the restuarant..

enjoyed the time with them too..

but i gotta go off early..

paiseh ah..

hope you gers enjoy too..

and happy 20th birthday to shuyan!

so how do you feel about your 20th birthday??

this has been a question to her on fri night..

went shopping with baby on sat..

bought 2 tops, 2 pants, 2 bags, 2 pairs of shoes and 1 watch..

ordered contact lens and glasses..

spent around 500 bucks..

shopping spreeeee!

lastly..

working life sucks..

i hate my job

i hate the environment

i hate the people

i hate the place

low profile and keep quiet..

it's sunday again..

baby booked in..

sianz...

2008-07-16T07:32:00.004+08:00

the memories had become so vague ever since you are gone..

those days with you..

at your house in circuit road..

every CNY, we would gather at your house..

those big ones will be playing real mahjong..

while those small ones will be toying with mahjong..

stack high high..

and smash it down..

till the tiles almost break..

like nobody's business..

you would bring us for dim sum..

and bring us to buy sweets..

what makes our life better was the time in Sa Kong Miu..

you were one of the members from the lion dance..

and teased me with the big big head..

after that, we would buy ice cream and muah chee from the old old uncles..

took free mahjong tiles from the temple..

every year..

we would stil meet up on your birthday..

and we would discuss..

how many teeth you have left this year..

you have doted on us so much..

爷爷

走好

我爱你

thanks for those who turned up for 爷爷's funeral..

xiong papa, da jie, hamburger face, ah kia and ghost..

thanks for those who smsed me to take care..

thank you ppl..

loves =)

2008-07-06T17:29:00.005+08:00

yoz!

juz a short update of my life now..

have been so busy since the 1st day of work..

the trainings, the work, the people, the environment, the dressing..

need adaptation..

basically, i'm doing all the paperwork for ard 50 over sales people..

and.. i seriously dun like the environment..

it isnt the same from the previous job i worked..

with those cute aunties..

i thot that they had motive for asking me out for lunch or being close to me..

becoz if i delay their paperwork, their commission would be delayed too..

everyone will come asking..

"is mine done?" "izzit my turn yet?"

and to make things worse..

i got paired up with the auntie, who's weird and naggy..

she would keep telling people not to disturb us.. and tell everyone she is busy..

but no one knows wat she is busy with..

however, she is the one deemed to have the least sha shang li to me..

i also duno how am i going to adapt..

who is working at raffles??

please let me know so that i can have lunch with you everyday..

hahahs..

the best thing about working in the office is i can listen to 93.3 online..

and every 1st fri of the month, i get to knock off at 5 pm instead of 6.30..

and the worst thing about working in the office is i will never leave on time..

i left at 6 pm last friday..

coz they need a report everyday early in the morning.. and i muz prepare for them..

life sucks.. =(

i wanna meet up with many many many people..

2008-06-30T13:56:00.002+08:00

Greetings!

I have been waiting for you to contact me as regards your Bank Draft of $800.000.00 United States Dollars, but I did not hear from you. so I went and deposited the Draft with FedEx COURIER SERVICE, West Africa, I traveled out of the country for a 3 Months Course and I will not come back till end of August. What you have to do now is to contact the FedEx COURIER SERVICE as soon as possible to know when they will deliver your package to you. For your information, I have paid for the delivery Charge, Insurance premium and Clearance Certificate Fee for the Cheque showing that it is not Drug Money or money meant to sponsor Terrorist attack in your Country.

The only money you will send to the FedEx COURIER SERVICE to deliver your Draft direct to your postal Address in your country is ($180.00 USD) only; being Security Keeping Fee of the Courier Company so far. Again, do not be deceived by anybody to pay any other money except $180.00 USD Dollars. I would have paid that but they said no because they do not know when you will contact them and in case of demurrage. You have to contact the FedEx COURIER SERVICE now for the delivery of your Draft with this information bellow;

Contact Person: Mrs.Victoria Donald
Email Address:victoriadonalds@live.com
Telephone: +2347025187289

Finally, make sure that you confirm your Postal address; Direct telephone number; Do send it to them again to avoid any mistake on the Delivery and ask them to give you the tracking number to enable you track your package over there and know when it will get to your address. Let me repeat again, try to contact them as soon as you receive this mail to avoid any further delay and remember to pay them their Security Keeping fee of $180.00 US Dollars for their immediate action. You should also let me know through email as soon as you receive your Draft.

Yours Faithfully,
Mr. Bruce Anderson+234702871544
mrbruceanderson00001@googlemail.com

Ohhh... so there are people waiting for my reply..

and i can easily get $800.000.00 United States Dollars

wat a good deal~

2008-06-28T14:55:00.005+08:00

i miss my guys... =(

2008-06-27T09:39:00.004+08:00

blog hopping..

suddenly..

i miss those times....

friends.. play a very important in life..

i miss the times in primary school..

when we were stil VERY young..

we talked about steads..

not boyfriends...

you like her, i like him..

me and who who go steady..

you and who who stead..

he jio you, you jio her..

those were the days..

when we had our basketball training on wednesdays and saturdays..

and after our training on saturdays.. we would go to the 7-11 at blk 338..

buy pizzas, mee goreng, those heat-up food..

and bring to the police post at blk 321, slack all the way till afternoon den go home..

i miss the times.. i miss playing basketball..

i miss going for matches..

i miss going up the stage to collect our trouphies and prizes..

i am glad we shared those times..

if you ask me now..

i can stil clearly rem which person took which jersey number..

4 - Yvonne Han
5 - Veronica Teo
6 - Zahidah
7 - Bai Qian Hui
8 - Yvonne Chong
9 - Leo Shuyan
10 - Syuhaidah
11 - Ho Si Lin
12 - Kong Mei Hui
13 - Chia Sok Kum
14 - Emelene Cheng
15 - Chen Puwei

i miss my primary school times...

i miss the times when jiaying and me were the notorious prefects in school..

the head prefect had talked to us many times..

the discipline master dint allow us to quit..

we played with water in the toilet.. splashing one another..

go toilet without telling Angeline,

skipped for one whole period during the Chinese lesson taught by Mr Sng..

always kana bully by the guys.. no.. should be boys..

den made me cry..

all the moments.. when i disliked veron..

how happy i was when she pricked her finger with the staple in primary 2..

and things became better when we joined basketball..

how she SKIPPED her tuition and waited for me to kill time with her..

how me and priscilla chatted at my blk downstairs everyday after school till 7 pm before we go home..

how me and yvonne quarrelled when i was at the entrance, and she was at the basketball court..

how we patched up was the one time i dialled the wrong num to her..

when we were in primary 6, we stayed behind the stage and had our mini picnic at the 2nd floor..
we will be damn busy on the occasion where there are concerts like Teacher's day, Racial Harmony day etc..

had our PSLE.. left our Old Townsville Primary School, which is now demolished..

and proceed to Secondary School...

to be continued..

2008-06-26T16:31:00.003+08:00

i wanted to know..

who is the person

who reads my blog almost every single day!

so curious so curious..

coz when i clicked to go his/her blog..

it requires password..

if you are the one..

add me to your list !!

xie_shuqin@hotmail.com

thanks!

2008-06-26T15:57:00.005+08:00

the last post we wrote in the blog was on 25th Jan 2008..

that was how long we last touched the blog..

and i read through everything again..

sooo..

i realized..

our problem had existed for more than a year..

and is stil existing now..

will it end soon?

or will it end?

do we reali udst each other?

tell me we do..

2008-06-26T08:59:00.001+08:00

A boy met her girl friend in his friend's party. She was so outstanding that many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal that nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to being polite, she accepts the request. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she said, please; let me go home.

Suddenly the boy asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I would like to put it in my coffee."

She stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it.

She asked him curiously; why you have this hobby?

He replied: "when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, and I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there" while saying tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.

A man, who can tell out his home sickness, He must be a man who loves home, cares and has responsibility of home. Then she also started to speak about her far away hometown, her childhood, family and all. That was a really nice talk, and also a beautiful beginning of their love story.

They continued to see eachother. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, kind hearted, warm and careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story begin just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life and every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it always.

After 40 year of married life, suddenly the boy had passed away, and left her a letter, in which he said: "My dearest wife, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie which I told you. This was the only lie I said to you - "the salty coffee."

Remember the first time we met? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some Sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change, so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the beginning of our love story! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything in my married life.

Now I'm dying, I m afraid of nothing, so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange and bad taste. But I had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I Love you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you.

"Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life." If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you only in my life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee for my whole life."

Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her: "what's the taste of salty coffee?"

"It's very sweet". She replied

2008-06-25T13:52:00.004+08:00

歌曲:老婆
演唱:S.H.E
专辑:PLAY

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心

当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久

从昨天到今天
还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边

爱的心痛的心
等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心

当初见面的不安彼此探索
也许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
lalalala ~~

朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人
比你们更懂我

朋友姐妹
都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容

老婆老婆
我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久
请记得约定的旅程到永久

2008-06-23T15:39:00.001+08:00

News taken from http://sg.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080622/twl-philippines-weather-storm-ferry-de18aae.html

MANILA (AFP) - - Twenty-eight passengers and crew of a ferry that sank during a typhoon in the central Philippines have been found alive, local radio station DZBB reported early Monday.

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They were found in a coastal village southeast of Manila, it reported from the scene.

The group of survivors landed their lifeboat near the town of Mulanay in the Bondoc peninsula on Sunday, more than 24 hours after the Princess of the Stars capsized off Sibuyan island, about 150 kilometres (94 miles) to the south, the station said.

The coast guard said this raised the number of survivors to 32 with more than 700 still missing and four confirmed dead. The rescue effort resumed at daybreak Monday, the Philippine Navy said.

"We have the same report," coast guard spokesman Armando Balilo said over DZMM radio here, confirming the discovery of the Mulanay survivors. He gave no other details.

The ferry carrying 745 passengers and crew ran into the eye of Typhoon Fengshen and sank around midday (0400 GMT) Saturday according to the survivors.

DZBB quoted the survivors as saying 30 people were originally in the lifeboat but two were lost at sea, including one man who was tossed overboard by a huge wave minutes before they landed.
The station said most of the group were male, including nine crew members of the 23,824-tonne vessel that sailed from the port of Manila on Saturday for the central port of Cebu.

"The search and rescue effort resumed at first light today," navy spokesman Eduardo Arevalo told DZBB.

A navy patrol craft reached the wreck site on Sunday afternoon but had to suspend the search as night fell in rough waters after navy frogmen inspected the half-submerged vessel without finding any signs of life.

Arevalo said a second rescue vessel was en route to the area bearing more rescue divers as well as cutting equipment.

"If we can't find anyone on the water we will also have the capability to go underwater," he said.

Search aircraft were also scheduled to join the search as the weather improved, he said.

Fengshen roared out into the South China Sea late Sunday after leaving more than 200 dead and large swathes of damage across the country.

Meanwhile, presidential spokesman Jesus Dureza told reporters President Gloria Arroyo ordered maritime regulatory authorities to revise sailing regulations for civilian maritime traffic during storms and typhoons.

The Princess of the Stars had been allowed to set sail on Saturday despite the threat posed by the typhoon because under the rules it was large enough to stay afloat under in the typhoon's periphery.

But Fengshen abruptly changed its northerly course on Saturday and raked west across the central islands, heading directly into the ferry's path.

Arroyo, who is on an official visit to the United States, ordered the coast guard to change its regulations so that "no vessel sails if it would pass (a) possible typhoon path," Dureza said.

Look at the list of earthquakes

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_earthquakes

Look at the list of floods..

2000s

The 2007 Africa Floods is reported to be one of the largest floods in recorded history in the continent of Africa with 14 countries affected.

The Summer 2007 United Kingdom floods occurred across many parts of Britain, with the worst affected areas being Yorkshire including Sheffield and Hull in June, and large areas of the Midlands, most significantly Gloucestershire, Worcestershire and Oxfordshire in July.

The 2007 Hunter Floods that inundated large areas of the City of Maitland and the City of Newcastle, Australia in June 2007, claimed 11 lives and forced the evacuation of 4,000 people in Central Maitland.

Jakarta on January 2007 till now is having a 1.5 m flood. Whole city is affected. 80 people killed.

The floods in Peninsular Malaysia, Sabah and Sumatra in December 2006 and January 2007 is considered to be the worst in 100 years, resulting in evacuation of over 100,000 people in the worst-hit state of Johor at its peak.

Arent we fortunate that we are living in singapore?

2008-06-22T15:42:00.004+08:00

i haven had a proper update since the day my lappy was passed to laoda.. he helped me to reformat and installed all the necessary applications.. thanks!

but anyway.. i got a lot a lot to say.. which i duno wher to start from, how to start with.. it isnt emo or feeling down.. juz that a lot of feelings that are kept inside me are not yet expressed out..

i think i have drifted from my frens.. why? izzit becoz i have already lost hope and faith in friendship or izzit i dint wanna have many frens..?

or izzit i'm too sticky to boyfriend that i dun have frens in my eyes? of coz not! but why izzit lidat? am i too lazy to take initiative or i have limited frens..?

i am tired.. but dun worry gal.. i will stil turn up for your birthday party on 5th july with girly knee length bright colour dress alright.. lolz..

i am soo confused wat to do now..

and..

i miss my times with seannie and vickie.. =(

Inspiring story..

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving fiance. He is always there for her. Blind girl said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her fiance.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to the blind girl and then she can see everything, including her fiance.

Her fiance asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her fiance is blind too, and refused to marry him.

Her fiance walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to girl saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear."

Moral: This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Never take someone for granted, Hold every person close to your Heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. Remember this always in life!

"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

i believe many have read this story before.. but it juz dint get into your head.. but when i read it once again.. different thoughts came to my mind..

2008-06-17T08:12:00.005+08:00

it was monday yesterday..

monday blues..

and there was a lot to be done the moment i reached workplace..

becoz of the accumulated DO on friday and saturday..

the only entertainment i had for the day was the pictures taken on friday night when i went dinner and pub with my colleagues..

worked for the whole day.. cute auntie was inside the conference room with her beau.. =X

no one to chat with.. hahaz..

den baby wanted me to help him check odds for the 2 matches..

knock off at 1730.. went to take bus back to amk central..

walked around, searching for papa's wallet.. while waiting for baby's final decision..

baby insisited Germany will win..

ya i know.. but i cant possibly pampered baby until he wanted to bet 400 bucks..

den of coz i'm angwee la.. siao bo.. i already never stopped him from betting, stil wanna bet so much.. grrr..

but anyway, he stil betted 100 bucks.. and we had a short arugument..

on the way home.. da bao 2 curry puff for mama before heading home..

was feeling soo moody and down...

duno how to describe my feelings..

went to bed before 9 pm..

2008-06-04T09:04:00.005+08:00

i dun feel good..

i have no intention but i did..

i feel so bad now..

i am sorry..

i learnt my lesson..

i am so lonely at work now..

moo moo is the only one who is accompanying me..

2008-06-02T08:07:00.007+08:00

angry ! !

angry again ! !

this morning i wanted to wear my slippers..

but cant find..

it was stolen by duno which idiot!

wanted to install my Visual Studio last night.. but realized my C Drive not enough space!?

how can that be!

after i reformat my lappy, i never install anything!

no games no stupid programme...

but everytime i on my lappy, i found surprises!

wat download accelerator, utorrent, den wat yin yue he, Monopoly games, Maple story, puzzle pirates!

wat for!? isnt Windows Media Player good enough ?! isnt online games such as Viwawa enough?

why the need to download and install!!

i dun need a big space.. Precisely..

i dun have enough space!

not only that! when i reached office and sign in MSN..

i got 3 offline msg..

"new blog?"

"?"

"wat's that?"

virus?! do i have to reformat my lappy every 3 months?!

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

last night baby and i were discussing how to allocate my pay..

intend to save 500 bucks..

but need to makan, need to transport..

realized..

yuan lai take home 1.2 isnt enough..

if my pay reduced to 1.4..

take home ard 1k..

i dun think is enough too.. =(

muz start to save up le..

2008-06-01T23:43:00.003+08:00

regretted..

why dint i turn up on grad day.. =(

i was so excited when i received the invitation..

i was playing mahjong when i opened it..

con was with me..

i told her i wanted to go so badly..

but she told me she dun intend to go..

den i was affected.. why would a person wont wan to go grad day..

den you smsed me.. told me you wasnt going for grad day..

and i tot okie.. den nvm lor..

only huiyi and yyh were so steady in going for grad day..

bin and ah kia dint wanna go..

den i tot since no one is going.. i should juz work on that day..

but in the end..

everyone WENT..

i felt so cheated....

it was the last chance i get to meet everyone before they go NS..

it might be the last time when i get to meet everyone..

i blamed myself.. why dint i turn up.. =(

2008-06-01T11:42:00.002+08:00

went to malaysia (Kluang) on 22 april.. bossy drove us in.. with me, kalen, mi fen and leesa.. hiao hiao was supposed to tag along.. but she chose gavin to fetch her instead.. =P

on the way.. i took all these pics..

do we stil get to see such oldie windows in singapore?

when i'm not taking pics.. i would be playing kalen's PSP..

Look at their land...

after 2 hours of driving.. finally reached my company.. Innovalues Plant I..

but before we went in.. we went to the nearby cafe to fill our stomach 1st..

i ordered Cuppacinno

and this is the bread.. kaya toast.. very tasty..

and then... we drove back to Plant I to take a look..

the meeting rooooom..

i wanted to take pics of their machinery.. but i dun think is a good idea.. so i juz go see and leave..

To our next Plant.. there are 5 plants.. but i forgot which is which.. and.. this is another one..

the plants were quite a distance from one another.. so bossy drove again.. to another plant..

oops.. kalen had blocked the last G..

the appearance of the next 2 Plants..

On the way to lunchy.. drove past this beautiful house..

and below is kalen's sec sch..

finally reached our lunchy place..

kalen and me.. taken when we were on our way back to our meeting..

look at the clear blue sky..

oops.. nope.. we were trying to take pics of the 2 mountains..

after many attempts.. finally took this nicest one..

when we were on our back to our hometown..

and the next day... at office.. i was greeted with chocolates by the cute auntie who is seated beside me.. so sweet of her.. she had 4 packs..

and these 2 below belongs to me! =P

not only did she give me these chocolates.. she gave me 2 packs of titbits.. i shared it with my baby.. =)

we were too lazy to go out.. and so.. we juz went to Rivervale mall jalan jalan and got some snacks back to eat at the void deck.. delicious hooo ~ the bread with the sad face was introduced by the cute auntie.. bought from breadtalk, and the money would be donated to the ppl in Sichuan..

at night.. we went to Expo.. Great Singapore Sales!!

and.. couldnt resist my temptation.. i bought this at only 40 bucks!

the next day.. we went for Hans' breakfast at Novena..

Spicy Tune with Cheese..

An ordinary Ice lemon tea..

with my baby ~

look at the "medium raw" egg.. ~drooling~

and baby taught me how to "eat"

byt putting eggy 1st.. before we place the bacon on top..

after eating.. we watched an exciting table tennis competition..

and shooo.. we went home to slack after that.. coz baby gotta book in on sunday night le..

2008-05-30T11:02:00.003+08:00

中国人 VS 马来西亚华人

>> 中国人：今晚你有空吗？我没空！
>> 马来西亚华人：今晚你得不得空？我不得空！
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>> 中国人：饼干受潮了…。
>> 马来西亚华人：饼干'漏风'了…。
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>> 中国人：从上海去苏州要多少个小时？
>> 马来西亚华人：从上海去苏州要几粒钟？
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>> 中国人：难道他不可以来吗？
>> 马来西亚华人：你不给他不来啊？
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>> 中国人：周杰伦不喜欢穿内裤。
>> 马来西亚华人：周杰伦不喜欢穿底裤。
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>> 中国人：我一向都是这样的
>> 马来西亚人：我一路来都是这样的啦
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>> 中国人：我的手机掉进沟渠了。
>> 马来西亚华人：我的手机掉进龙沟了。
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>> 中国人：这样你不是很不值得吗？
>> 马来西亚华人：这样你'马'很不 '歹'？
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>> 中国人：你真是聪明！
>> 马来西亚华人：你真是pan nai！(源自马来语pandai，聪明的意思)
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>> 中国人：你安静！
>> 马来西亚华人：你diam diam！(源自马来语diam，安静的意思)
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>> 中国人：我要去银行取款。
>> 马来西亚华人：我要去银行'按钱'。
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>> 中国人：为什么？
>> 马来西亚华人：做么？
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>> 中国人：你很强~
>> 马来西亚华人：你很够力~
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>> 中国人：明天也叫他一起去吧！
>> 马来西亚华人：明天叫'埋'他一起去！
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>> 中国人：我很郁闷~~~
>> 马来西亚华人：我很'显'（sien）啊~~~~（'显'比郁闷的境界更高）
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>> 中国人：你再说我就打你！
>> 马来西亚华人：你再说我就hood你！（有点粗俗的）
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>> 中国人：你在说什么？
>> 马来西亚华人：你在说sommok？
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>> 中国人：你不要令我丢脸~
>> 马来西亚华人：你不要'下水'我~
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>> 中国人：真被你气到…。
>> 马来西亚华人：被你炸到…。
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>> 中国人：你别乱来~
>> 马来西亚华人：你表乱乱来~
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>> 中国人：你很无聊
>> 马来西亚华人：你很废
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>> 中国人：XX你
>> 马来西亚华人：Kanasai（意思是像大便一样，骂人的话）
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>> 中国人：迫切
>> 马来西亚华人：bek chek
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>> 中国人：我们一起吃这碗面~
>> 马来西亚华人：我们'公司'吃这碗面~（源自马来语的kongsi，就是一起分享的意思）
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>> 中国人：我们结婚吧！
>> 马来西亚华人：我们结'分'吧！（'婚'字受粤语影响，所以音不标准）
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>> 中国人：今天的天气很热~
>> 马来西亚华人：今天的天气热到。。。。。。。。。。。。。。~~~~~~~（'到'字要拉
>> 长，然后没有下文了）
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>> 中国人：哇!
>> 马来西亚华人：哇捞weh!!!!
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>> 中国人：我受不了他！
>> 马来西亚华人：我behtahan他！

2008-05-29T08:58:00.009+08:00

Early in the morning.. Dearrie told me a news that made me so sad and disappointed.. =(

it's so scary how human beings are..

i felt so cheated.. i felt like a clown.. i felt there's hope.. i felt i can trust you ONCE again..

but i was so wrong..

yes.. i am very very sad..

baked corn says:
this kinda fren bu yao ye ba
dun spoil ur mood bcos of this kinda ppl

to make my mood better..

i search for Sony Ericsson phones again.. and found this to my liking..

i've changed my mind!

W980 looks nicer??

2008-05-28T07:56:00.012+08:00

i am freaking angry

very very very very angry

mama wanted to buy a new lock becoz er jie haven been coming home..

okie fine.. she came home.. to bathe and SHOO..

only papa and mama will have the keys..

which means..

i'm not able to stay overnight..

which means..

i'm not able to have mahjong session outside..

i'm turning 21 in another 8 months time.. why am i being treated in this way?

i'm enduring.. i tried to be understanding.. but we should have mutual respect and understanding..

i can no longer hold it inside.. i'm going crazy!

sisterly ties.. family ties.. treasure.. cherish...

one word.. bullshit..

am i too much to say this?

1stly.. dropped out from school.. mama heartbroken..

2ndly.. wanna get married at the age of 17.. mama heartbroken..

3rdly.. shotgun married.. mama heartbroken..

4thly.. always never reach home on time when promised.. mama heartbroken..

5thly.. now divorcing.. always never come home.. never helped out at home.. mama heartbroken..

6thly.. never even bother to bring ger ger back home..

when brought back home, did not bother to care about her well-being.. mama heartbroken..

mama only has ONE heart.. how many times you wanna gek mama?

how you intend to gek mama to her grave next?

mama always soo readily to lend us money when we have no money..

AND SHE HAS NO COMPLAINTS AT ALL!

always worrying whether we got money to eat..

always ask me to take care of you..

who knows wat will happen the next moment?

do we owe you in our past life?

WE ARE YOUR FAMILY..

WHO IS THE GUY WHO JUST CAME INTO YOUR LIFE A YEAR AGO?

I AM VERY VERY VERY ANGRY WITH YOU !

2008-05-21T17:07:00.013+08:00

Took leave on friday, 16.05.08.. coz it was da jie's bday.. and also.. i can 忙里偷闲.. shun bian rest until monday, vesak day.. which means.. i can offically slack for 4 days !! ^.^

early in the morning, wanted to pei er jie to Family and Juvenile court to settle her matter, but due to the attractive programme on the tv.. we delayed until 1 plus den go out.. by the time we reached there, it was almost 2 pm liao.. and.. er jie stil need to hire a lawyer before anything can be done.. and soo.. we took cab back to amk central and meet da jie and jie fu..

they were eating at the S11 next to mac.. we have already decided to go kbox, and of coz.. since there is an outlet on the 2nd level, so we went up den.. we were told that smoking is only allowed at downstairs.. and thus.. when we were about to enter the room, they hesistated and change to another outlet which is also at central..

the moment we seat down.. jie fu took out his comic and sat in one corner to read his martial arts comic while the 3 of us sing.. to start the ball rolling... er jie... sang all those emo emo songs.. such as.. 我知道你很难过, 过火, 睁一只眼闭一只眼, bla bla bla.. to get the atmosphere higher, we selected alot of Grasshopper's old songs.. so cute and funny.. we are still very into oldies ~

den i got baby to give da jie a surprise by buying her a cake and send it in before we leave.. hmmz.. sounds familiar hor? only that we have been having these surprises in Party World at Oriental, but this time is at amk Kbox.. hahahz..

jie fu took some cream and bua on da jie's nose.. so sweeet..

with da jie cutting her 2*th birthday cake.. =X

audience demanded birthday kiss!

when we were about to leave, i totally forgotten we haven asked for bill.. but they also never come in to give us our bill.. yuan lai is jie fu already paid for all of us..

it was already 7 plus when we left kbox.. walk walk at amk hub and got da jie a bracelet from Couple Lab.. actually we intended to buy bracelet and necklace.. but then, da jie seldom wear necklace and so.. er jie zhuan dao, got herself the hp strap..

da jie jioed me and baby go her place and pak mahjong.. we anything.. and sooo.. we steadily went to da jie's house..

nan de we so steady de.. should have bought her unit num.. sat came out 3rd prize.. wasted sehz!! =(

sat.. me and baby slacked at home for the whole day.. den sheng joined us in the late afternoon and nua tgt.. called alan sooo many times.. but he dint pick up our calls.. hahahz.. perhaps.. he's afraid we jio him pak mahjong again.. lolz..

baby haven been eating the hokkien mee at tampines for very long already.. so we took bus back to tampines and went to have his favourite hokkien mee and my favourite kway chap at blk 826..

mayb it was fated that we should pak mahjong on a sat night.. we saw wee with his family.. and he said okie when baby asked him to go pak mahjong at his house at sengkang.. so.. we called yi da li to come along also.. so that me and baby can kup..

in the end.. yi da li, wee and laoda came.. after 2 rounds, i lost 13 bucks.. =X it was early morning 6 plus when we finished playing.. wanted to go for breakfast with the guys.. but the bed needs us more than the food.. and so.. we became the spoiler and said no to breakfast..

slacked at his place before returning to my place... it was already sunday!! and baby gotta book in on monday night.. so we juz spend the time nuaing, watching tv..

back to work on tues..

look at how lag my PC is.. i waited for mins for the page to load.. Zzz

and today.. Yee Ling gave me 2 packs of titbits..

and.. kathy too, gave me 2 small chocolated from Royce.. =D

i was very busy today.. or should i say we are busy everyday.. hahaz.. jiayou!

when i was about to knock off.. i got a terrible headache.. laoda is so sweet to ask me take a panadol when i reached home.. =)

and also.. he told me he forgot to take his nap in his workplace today.. -.-

Loook below..

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Any kind soul wanna buy this phone for me?? ^.^

look at how slim it is.. 1 more month plus.. i shall hold this phone in my hand ~ ~

2008-05-19T18:55:00.008+08:00

OH MY GOD !

THIS IS SO TRUE...

双鱼座最易发胖位置VS对策
发胖位置：全身
发胖指数：90%
　　

发胖原因：性情温顺，敏感而脆弱的双鱼MM很少承受得起重大的压力，常常会因为难过或郁闷而疯狂进食，来消极逃避突如其来的困难。分手了可以疯狂吃喝，失业了可以疯狂吃喝，甚至高兴了也可以疯狂吃喝，原本苗条的身材在不节制的间歇性发作中，变得臃肿而难以恢复，实在是双鱼座的大损失！
　　
减肥对策：
　　1.跑步40分钟/天，保持乐观心态。
　　2.多吃菠菜、黄瓜等有助轻身，缓解情绪的食物。
　　3.全身肥胖者，最好选择暗色系宽松衣服，以鲜艳的配饰来转移视线。

　

此计画七天为一个疗程，适合全身肥肿型。

　　第一天

　　早餐：先喝一杯温热水，再吃蔬果，如苹果、梨子、芭乐、西红柿、小黄瓜等，量不限。

　　午餐：喝250～300CC的优酪乳(Yogurt)，原味的最好，不能接受此口味的话，水果味的也可以。

　　晚餐：跟午餐一样。

　　晚餐后喝一杯可加促肠子蠕动的减肥茶。如不知道哪一种最好，可选择使用天然植物发酵、烘焙、干燥而成，不添加任何化学药品及防腐剂的“仙子素健康茶”。它可以促进体内毒素、废物的排除。

　　第二～三天(共两天〉

　　早餐：先喝一杯温热水，再吃蔬果，量不限。

　　午餐：自由进食，但必须配合“宇宙自然饮食法”的饮食守则进食。

　　晚餐：瘦身健体汤粥方，任选一款。

　　第四～五天(共两天)

　　早餐：先喝一杯温热水，再吃蔬果，量不限。

　　午餐：瘦身健体汤粥方，任选一款。

　　晚餐：跟午餐一样。

　　这两天跟第二～三天的食法一样。

　　在这七天里面，每天喝一杯利尿散热的玉米须茶，如水肿严重可喝三杯。选三天泡澡或足浴，可使用能调和及松弛神经系统、帮助入睡、镇静紧张、消除疲劳的“灰色花精华液”( Grey Bath Essentials)来泡澡，这可达到改善情绪、增加热量消耗、加速代谢率、去除浮肿的多重功效。

　　七天为一个疗程，可不断重复下去，直到体重满意为止。

　　-瘦身健体汤粥方的制作(^o^)

　　北耆鲤鱼汤

　　功效：壮阳补气、利水消肿。

　　材料：北耆片二两、鲤鱼一条(约八两重)、陈皮一钱、生姜五片、葱两条。

　　制法：

　　(一)将鲤鱼去鳞，剖腹去内脏，洗干净，加少许油略煎至金黄色后备用。

　　(二)北耆片切断，陈皮、生姜洗干净备用。

　　(三)用三碗水煮滚，加入鲤鱼、北耆片、陈皮及生姜，用大火煮十分钟，再转小火煮三十分钟后，加入葱、盐，焖三分钟即可食用。

　　玉米须有显著降低血糖作用，故本方适用于糖尿病患者的辅助治疗。

　　材料：玉米须三十克，可到中药店购买。

　　制法：先把玉米须清洗干净，再加热水泡十分钟便可饮用。每三十克可泡两到三杯水的分量。

　　冬瓜发菜美腿汤

　　功效：去湿利水、消滞清肠、消除腿部肥肿。

　　材料：冬瓜二斤、发菜五钱、薏仁二两、瘦猪肉半斤

　　。

　　制法：

　　(一)猪肉洗干净，切块、过水。

　　(二)发菜用一碗水加两滴油浸泡半小时后，把杂质清洗干净。

　　(三)冬瓜连皮切块，薏仁洗干净备用。

　　(四)把水煮滚，放入冬瓜连皮、瘦肉、薏仁，大火煮十分钟后，转小火煮两小时。最后放入发菜再煮十五分钟，加盐、调味料，即可饮用。

双鱼座面对恋人玩失踪--胡思乱想

双鱼座可谓是12 星座中胡思乱想第一名了，如果遇到通讯问题，那对于双鱼座来说就是件天大的事情了。他们会把事情想象成你的手机被偷了，或甚至于你被人绑架了而无法接听电话，等等。所以千万不要不接听双鱼座的电话，否则他们会担心、生气。不过心软的双鱼，只要你事后说几句好话，他们自然就不会再怪你了呢。

双鱼座的shopping观

　不太会安排和善用金钱的双鱼座，如果真的发了财，还真是会让旁人捏一把冷汗。

　双鱼座消费习惯：

　　不太会安排和善用金钱的双鱼座，如果真的发了财，还真是会让旁人捏一把冷汗。他们花钱的方式，不切实际；购买的东西，常令人咋舌。只要是自己喜欢的，他们就会尽量满足，极少能抗拒消费的诱惑。流行性强的东西，往往用一阵子就被他们打入了冷宫，因此形成了许多不必要的浪费。

这一点是他们最弱的一环--花钱不多考虑。受骗上当的情形也时有所闻，因为只看外表，质感和内容到后来才发现不值，后悔也来不及了。双鱼座的人，要克服太过于信任人的个性，而且对于理财，就算完全不热中，也应有一个概要性的计划。

最好不要超支或借钱去买任何自己负担不起的东西，以免负债累累。过度浪费和随性消费都是双鱼座人士应该注意的恶习，虽然不至于喜欢炫耀财富或过奢华的生活，但面对物质诱惑，显得软弱而没原则，是一个缺点。

双鱼座适合的行业

双鱼座的人喜欢在自由的环境下工作，不喜欢被一大堆规则所约束。由于他们天生富于艺术气息，想象力丰富，所以特别适合抽象的创意工作，当然这类工作也比较可能提供较高的自由度和开放性。

　　他们通常在艺术方面很有天分，不论从事绘画、写作、作曲、演奏，或者进入广告、电影或电视等传播媒体工作都很适合，因为充满梦想的他们绝对可以用无尽的想象为大家平凡的日常生活添加不少色彩。

　　另外还有些带有梦幻气息的工作也很适合双鱼座，例如花艺设计、陶艺、漫画等，都能让他们自由展现出独特的心灵世界。此外，双鱼座的人天生善良，心中充满温暖与热情，喜欢帮助别人，因此也适合担任医生、护士、社工员之类的职务。

如何让你的男人听你说话－双鱼座

你轻柔的说话态度，常常让你的男人阳刚的心都融化的听你说话，当对方所思所想完全和你不同时，你向来不会用刚烈的态度去响应对方，而是以婉转的方式去试探

你说话的优势

　　懂得以柔克刚

　你轻柔的说话态度，常常让你的男人阳刚的心都融化的听你说话，当对方所思所想完全和你不同时，你向来不会用刚烈的态度去响应对方，而是以婉转的方式去试探，不断的去沟通的你，表面上看起来是顺从的，而实际上你是等待更好的时机，想软化对方，这样的沟通方式常常令你的男人最后还是软化了，顺了你的想法。

　　你该避免的缺失

　毫无重点

　　常常你为了达成表面的和谐，有话不敢直说，总是兜了大半圈，毫无重点的说话方式，浪费了彼此的时间，如果你能够更勇敢一些，说话的方市更接近现实一点，相信别人会更有耐性听你说话，尤其理想主义的你，常常所思所想都只凭着感觉，这种凭着感觉没有任何依据的说话模式，常会叫你的男人一个头两个大的，如果能规划一下自己的逻辑想法再说出重点，相信一定更能吸引别人重视你的发言。

2008-05-15T10:31:00.020+08:00

HAPPPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY

DEARRIE HUIYI

finally i'm free to blog at work now.. since bossy and many of my colleagues went to production at kluang (Malaysia).. it'll be my turn next week..

lemme talk about what kind of life i'm living everyday now..

everyday.. i will station myself at the bus stop opposite my blk at 0710 to wait for my bus 853..

look at the condition of the bus which i take everyday.. small old mini bus.. with Mas Selamat's poster..

look at the door.. it's stil a sliding door.. so coolz...

there were a few times, i couldnt get into the bus.. one hour of journey.. squeezing with so many people on the bus.. always tried to stand next to those students from Deyi or NYJC who were seated.. so that i can take over their place once they get down.. hei hei..

when i enter the front door of my company..

the view from my workplace..

initially i wasnt used to this job.. wasnt used to the environment.. but after working for ard 2 weeks.. there's a new ger who joined.. her name is Kalen and she's a malaysian.. at 1st i saw her, i thot she was those dao dao one.. becoz she dint even smile at me, dint even looked at me.. after a few days.. we got closer.. and she's sitting in front of me only..

we gossipped.. we crapped.. we joked.. a few weeks later, another ger joined.. she's hui ling.. looks very blur and guai.. but she can be very suany also de.. meaning that she will suan ppl till very jialat also la..

only that ger who joined in feb, she can be quite serious at homes.. but other den work, she can be very friendly too..

now i'm transferred to another seat.. the maternity lady came back..

i'm seated far away from them.. seated next to another ger, Yee Ling.. she's nice.. and their most popular conversation topic is on slimming down.. hahaz.. so cute of them.. at times when we are less busy, we will chat chat a while.. wah.. cant imagine she has been sitting alone for so long.. no one to talk to.. so poor thing..

look at the titbits i've prepared for my war ~ ~

and... once in a while.. bossy will drive us out to eat.. and when there is Mac, i'll have Hotfudge Sundae.. =D

And.. when someone is in good mood.. we'll have snacks to eat while working..

everyday.. without fail.. morning greetings from Con, Kelvin, Dear and laoda.. i love seeing laoda online becoz it represents 0930! =P

time passes fast in the morning.. once i sit down, there'll be work to do..

at 1st it was stressful, becoz gonna learn from scratch.. coz the production there very jialat, either they ship too many items, or they never ship the items at all.. den customers will come complain to us..

but luckily for me, i'm a temp staff.. therefore i'm only in charge of that few customers.. till now, stil not too bad.. there are some customers who are difficult to handle..

in all.. i enjoyed working there.. though i'm counting down to the last day of work.. i simply wanted to know how many days i'm left in that company so that i can search for a new job..

mama was off on tues.. so we quickly went to get our keyboard at sengkang before heading home.. den er jie fu came to fetch us with ger ger.. wanted to go Soup Restuarant de.. but then duno who suggested we go eat dim sum..

The dim sum was delicious la.. but it was already so late le.. i cant eat much.. if not will fat fat de.. so i only ate a little.. heez.. er jie fu keep taking ha gao for er jie.. so sweet.. he also took siew mai for me and mummy..

initially it was planned for me to treat de.. but then, they dun accept card.. too bad la.. hahaz.. so er jie fu footed the bill 1st.. we wanted to return to him, but he refused to accept..

when we reached home.. er jie fu called.. he told mama it was an advanced celebration for Mother's day.. sooo sweet of him la.. previously i scolded him in my entries.. it was only in a fit of anger la.. coz he reali was rude ma.. but then think think.. he can be nice at times.. =D

went to visit gu ma on last wednesday night after i knock off.. met ka jie and er jie at bugis mrt, den went to buy chicken essence at cold storage before taking bus to KK hospital..

wanted to take pic with the 2 chio bu.. but they were ignoring me.. so i took the chance to take a pic when we were inside the lift..

when we went in.. we saw gu zhang, and my biao ges... i was teasing with this biao ge of mine.. he's chubby chubby cute cute de.. den ka jie talked to gu ma 1st.. me and er jie were standing in front of her bed.. looking awkward.. coz we werent close with gu ma in the 1st place..

after a while me and er jie stood next to her bed.. she held my hand when she was talking to me.. this is the 1st time she holds my hand in this way.. i duno how to describe my feeling.. a lot of gan chu.. makes me wanna care for her more and more.. mayb she dun have daughters.. that's why..

i also feel that i should spend more time with mama and papa.. they are old already.. so.. me and baby will organize our time nice nice in order to have ample time with each other's family.. so sweet of baby.. heez..

went for ah kia's birthday celebration on thurs.. met dearie at outram mrt den take mrt to clarke quay tgt.. saw those familiar idiotic faces of them.. lolz..

went to Manhattan Fish Market for our dinner..

when we sat down.. the 1st thing was this idiot.. showed us HER driving licence which she had gotten exactly a month ago.. mai hao lian.. i'll get mine.. SOON ~ ~

den.. we start ordering..

look out for this big barney balloon !! so cute..

while waiting for our orders....

OUR DELICIOUS FOOD ! !

and.. before we go.. they present us 6 sweets ~ ~ ~

baby was supposed to work on weekends.. but since i'm not working on weekends, he might as well take MC to accompany me..

we went to sengkang polyclinic 1st.. we reached at 10.40 am.. but it closed at 1030! we were allowed to go in.. the police dint stop us.. coz we thot stil got chance to register.. but the machine stated "closed for registration".. den wat for stil allow us to go in when registration is closed..

so.. we went to tampines polyclinic.. it closes at 1230.. so we went to get our queue number 1st before going for breakfast.. when we returned, stil gotta wait for a while before our turn..

den we proceed to the sitting area.. den i saw this queue number, 2286.. my unit number.. lolz.. so qiao.. and so i took a pic down.. bo liao hor.. whahahas!

and then.. baby off on mon and tues.. gotta meet up with him.. till he goes back to cck next mon..

i got him to cook sunshine egg for me.. and i have many requirements.. luckily the result is stil up to my expectation..

this pic below.. is my ezlink card.. we got this stickers at amk central when we were on our way home.. den this pic caught baby's eyes.. so.. we bought 2 and stick on our cards..

LASTLY! i managed to collect all the Doraemon toy toy from KFC and build this house.. nice sehz.. hahahz!

next on my collection list is the doraemon magnets from 7-11.. but gotta spend 5 bucks and above for one magnet.. i got 18 to collect !!

please help !! =D

2008-05-08T14:36:00.002+08:00

I GOT A LOT TO SAY ! !

BUT I GOT SO LITTLE TIME ! !

I NEED A LONG LONG LONGGGGGG BREAK !

2008-04-29T11:20:00.000+08:00

5 DONTS when you sleep ~

1 DON'T SLEEP WITH WATCH

Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity.
Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed
for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health.

2 DON'T SLEEP WITH BRA

Scientists in America have discovered those that
wear bras for more than 12 hours have
a higher risk of getting breast cancer.
So go to bed without it.

3 DON'T SLEEP WITH PHONE

Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere
near you is not encouraged.
Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks,
but please put the phone as far as possible.
Scientists have proved that electrical items including
mobile phone and television sets emit magnetic waves when used.
These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system.
Therefore if you need to put your mo! bile phone near you,
switch it off first.

4 DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE UP

People who sleep with make up might have
skin problems in the long run.
Sleeping with make up will cause the skin to have
difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring.
You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

Lastly.....

5 DON'T SLEEP WITH OTHERS' WIFE / HUSBAND

You may never wake up again. =D

2008-04-28T12:35:00.002+08:00

什麼第一名?

牡羊座 - Aries (03/21 - 04/19)
衝動第一名，做事後悔第一名，火氣大第一名，大膽第一名，敢愛敢恨第一名。

金牛座 - Taurus (04/20 - 05/20)
穩重第一名，節檢第一名，貪財第一名，可靠第一名，吃苦耐勞第一名。

雙子座 - Gemini (05/21 - 06/21)
八卦第一名，聰慧第一名，Crazy第一名，幽默第一名，多話第一名。

巨蟹座 - Cancer (06/22 - 07/22)
體貼第一名，愛吃第一名，愛家第一名，孝順第一名，多愁善感第一名。

獅子座 - Leo (07/23 - 08/22)
自信第一名，愛現第一名，要面子第一名，品味第一名，風度第一名。

處女座 - Virgo (08/23 - 09/22)
細心第一名，挑剃第一名，愛乾淨第一名，小題大做第一名，吃醋第一名。

天秤座 - Libra (09/23 - 10/22)
愛美第一名，猶豫第一名，懶惰第一名，善辯第一名，公正第一名。

天蠍座 - Scorpio (10/23 - 11/21)
癡情第一名，扮酷第一名，魅力第一名，冷冰冰第一名，理智第一名。

射手座 - Sagittarius (11/22 - 12/21)
貪玩第一名，糊塗第一名，可愛第一名，勇於嘗試第一名，心無城府第一名。

摩羯座 - Capricorn (12/22 - 01/19)
嚴肅第一名，鎮定第一名，忍耐第一名，認真第一名，保守第一名。

水瓶座 - Aquarius (01/20 - 02/18)
好奇第一名，好學第一名，創意第一名，創造力第一名。

雙魚座 - Pisces (02/19 - 03/20)
心軟第一名，敏感第一名，多疑第一名，愛作夢第一名，胡思亂想第一名。

2008-04-26T13:42:00.002+08:00

常常觉得，谈恋爱的人就像小孩子一样，要宠着哄着，要时时陪伴，更要无微不至。

还记得吗？在我们很小的时候，只要看不见妈妈，就会因为不安而大哭起来。

其实，妈妈只是不在我们的眼前，我们只因为眼前看不见，所以就认为妈妈不见了，认为妈妈不见了的同时，也以为妈妈不爱我们了。

恋爱，不就跟那时的我们很像？

在被拥抱的时候，听对方说情话的时候，手牵手逛街的时候，我们都觉得对方是百分之百地爱着我们。

　　可是，就从道了再见，关上家门的那一刻起，内心悬念，因为见不到，担心对方有没有想念我们，听不到，见不到的我们，忧虑对方会不忠于我们，只因为不在我们身边，我们就以为爱会不见，却不知道，不在身边的她，不等于不爱你，很多事情，看不到不等于不存在。

　　而且，每一个人都是恋爱中的人，所以，不安的不只我们，还有看不见我们的他，彼此，都有着一样的不安，都期望相同的谅解。

　　有时候，我们会抱怨当我们需他的时候，他总是不在身旁，可有些时候，他最需要我们的时候，我们也不知情，不是吗？

　　彼此，都有可能在最需要对方的时候，却必须一个人坚强起来。

　　吃到好吃的东西时，看到美丽的景物时，都会希望和他分享，他不在身边的时候，你不也抱着这样的心情在爱他吗？

　　为何，就不能相信他也和你一样呢？

我相信，真心相爱的两个人，就算不在彼此身边，还是深深爱着的，两颗心，也会因为这爱，而紧紧相系。

　　我们常常怀疑自己，明明条件不差，为什么偏偏没有另一半，而那些不那么漂亮、不那么可爱、不那么幽默的人，反而拥有令人羡慕的感情，为什么呢？我想是因为我们都太小心，太谨慎太不敢去爱了吧？我们将自己的感情包装的好好的，不让对方发现为了所谓的矜持与害怕，选择等待、选择放弃、选择错过。

　　被爱很幸福，可以接受、可以拒绝、可以有面子，于是我们总是等着人家来爱，但是，当我们发现没办法爱上对方时呢？又或是我爱的人永远都不说爱我呢？我该接受那段不期盼的感情，还是勇于追求自己的幸福呢？

　　不敢接受爱我的人的情感，也不肯去追求心动的对象，只是偷偷希望对方能主动，难怪会这么的寂寞，这是因为不给别人也不给自己任何的机会。

　　但是，在这个大家都那么脆弱的时代，或许男男女女都选择了沉默，我们在暧昧的界线中游走，不太近，也不太远，在若有若无的暗示中，期盼对方的回应。

我想我们都应该更勇敢些、更坚强点，不能因为害怕伤害就干脆不去爱了。

　　喜欢一个人，何必在意先说出口。想跟一个人牵着手一直一直走下去，分享自己的喜怒哀愁，这样美丽的心情，难得一见。

　　我们都要学着更温柔，对爱我们或我们爱的人，认真接受认真付出，遗憾与后悔，比什么都让人难过。

　　别让幸福又由身边流失了，我们要更珍惜所拥有的一切，祝福所有人都能找到所爱.....

　　这一生，你可能会遇到许多喜欢你的人，

　　但是，你可能永远都遇不到一个你真正爱的人

　　所以，一但遇到了，一定要好好的把握。

　　很多事情，错过了就没有了，错过了就是会变的，缘份也是。

2008-04-25T18:56:00.017+08:00

i was sneezing endlessly on wednesday when i was at work.. i could feel that germs are getting into me anytime anywhere..

true enough.. i'm down with flu and sore throat ytd and today.. thus, i went to the doc and got myself 2 days MC.. officially slacked at home..

yuppie.. i'm not in a very good mood.. feeling very emo..

get well soon !!

Love Our Parents..

2008-04-23T11:15:00.004+08:00

mama went back KL on monday morning.. but i wasnt at home on sunday night.. =( before i went out on sunday, i went to look for mama to chit chat a while.. she'll be returning on thursday.. i miss her soo muchie..

i miss mama's naggy voice on the phone.. she will call at least 3 times in a day.. and only in the evening.. i was all alone at home.. so lonely ~

went amk central alone on mon.. helped papa changed the clothes to his liking.. and i da bao chicky meal home to get my toy toy in order to form my bungalow..

papa came back home after i reached home not long ago.. den he said he had his last meal at 3 plus.. so i offered him my drumstick..

as usual.. my cute papa used a plastic bag, those translucent small plastic bags to eat his drumstick.. in order not to dirty his hand.. den he used the rubbish bin to hold all his crumbs..
it was funny la.. but i was too tired.. if not i sure ji siao him..

den nvm.. he left bits bits on the floor and on the chair.. it was me who realised it.. den i told him.. and he "orhz orhz.. oily huh.. den the floor dirty liao, go take cloth wipe okie.." he was opening the door when he told me this.. -.-"

next morning.. i need to prepare for work.. i took out 2 eggs from the fridge and brush my teeth before telling papa i wanna eat those eggs.. when i came out from the kitchen.. he had already boiled 2 eggs and left it on the bowl for me.. so sweet.. i need not have to take out the eggs.. i need not have to boil them.. all i need is to use mouth ~ and there's bread already..

wat a fortunate kid i am.. wat a pampered kid i am.. wat a lovely dad i have.. =)

2008-04-18T08:45:00.002+08:00

Star Sign Compatibility Reading

Scorpio with Pisces

When Scorpio and Pisces make a love match, theirs is a splendid union of much respect and understanding. These mates share the same Element - Water - and thus have keen insight into one another's minds and hearts. Scorpio is very profound and covert, often caught up in their own secret plans, while Pisces is idealistic and looks for the nuances of a situation. However, Pisces also has a tendency to withdraw into their own mind, and can forgive Scorpio for being mysterious or withdrawn at times. Both Scorpio and Pisces spend a great deal of time in the world of feelings emotions and intuitions. Each one of you experiences life as an ebb and flow of emotional tides and currents. Neither one of you deals with people so much by their outward appearance as by their inner states. Each one of you has a degree of psychic power. You can cultivate a mutual appreciation of music and art.

The attraction of Scorpio and Pisces is irresistible, a union with every chance of success. The Scorpion and the Fishes are both passionate and loyal, yet it's easy to enjoy an effortless companionship. Scorpio is a Fixed Sign, so once you've made a commitment, you're devoted. With passionate Mars and investigative Pluto as your life-rulers, you protect your loved one and want to plunge to the deepest part of love. Learn to dance together. Share a ride on a water bed. Intangibles play a great role in your life together. To share greater success, develop a greater understanding of the interconnectedness and interdependence of all forms of life. In other words, develop your empathy, compassion and emotional rapport. Both Signs are intuitive and in touch with the subtleties of human interaction. Scorpio can help Pisces fulfil dreams and ambitions - to turn ideas into reality. The Scorpion will provide a steadfast foundation for the relationship to revolve around, and the more ephemeral and intuitive Fish will become entangled in Scorpio's web. In return, Pisces offers gentleness, kindness, and sympathy, which Scorpio admires and appreciates. Scorpio is interested in certain material comforts and intense emotional dramas, and at times cannot understand the simplistic, charitable attitude of Pisces. Their long-term aspirations can be completely unalike. Once they can understand and overcome this difference, theirs will be a very rewarding relationship.

Scorpio is a strong individual, an extremely good friend, a formidable enemy, and prone to intense likes and dislikes. Scorpio lives in the world of black and white. Scorpio has little time for superficial people, places or things. There are at least two sides to Pisces' personality. One is more kind, loving, tolerant and long-suffering than most people. The other can be biting. Pisces, you don't want to hurt people, unless you are feeling righteous and need to punish the guilty. Pisces is a Mutable Sign, ruled by healing Jupiter and imaginative Neptune. Fishes swim ably in and around, giving support and stimulus. Pisces is sensitive, so be careful with that savage sting of yours, Scorpio. However, don't believe adaptable Pisces is frail or delicate, compared to the armoured husk of the Scorpion. It is adaptability that makes Pisces strong and driven by a determination hard for other mortals to grasp. Fishes swim over, under or around any obstacle to fulfilment. Scorpio prefers deep commitment, deep conversation and deep thoughts. If Scorpio can't tell it like it is, Scorpio prefers to keep quiet. It should be mentioned that Scorpio has quite a few secrets. Scorpio has forgiveness issues that tend to make personal relationships challenging.

Consider yourself fortunate if the Fishes commit to you, Scorpio. With lucky Jupiter guiding them, some of that fortune may rub off. You can be a shield that protects your sensitive Fishes from a world which is too much for them to bear sometimes. The Fishes have a gift for bringing out a tender side in you, one others rarely see.

Scorpio has proven the ability to hold on. Scorpio's staying power is second to none. Now Scorpio needs to learn to let go. Every day Scorpio needs to find something to sell, give away, throw out or burn. If Scorpio wants to get the most out of life, Scorpio needs to let go of old crap, literally, figuratively, and most of all, psychologically. Scorpio and Pisces are Water Signs, flowing naturally together, often seeking a common goal as two streams become a river. Fish and Scorpion communicate subtly, reading each other's moods and thoughts. You both have the gift of psychic dreaming and may come to know about past or future matters through your dreams. However, make sure you don't just flow on and on, enjoying your union, but in reality going nowhere. A little Earth and Fire in your charts will ensure a relationship that is grounded and inspiring. Without this balance, you may drift into escapism and fantasy.

It's fair to say that Pisces is imaginative, a dreamer, and even mystical. Pisces certainly seems to absorb and drink in surroundings more than most people. Pisces has mood swings and can benefit from live music and dance. Pisces can break the chains of fate and destiny. More than most people. Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio, and Jupiter and Neptune rule Pisces. Mars is the ancient God of War, and Scorpio individuals are living proof of this aggressive, courageous, daring and sometimes-belligerent influence. When Pluto combines with Mars, Pluto comes to symbolize new beginnings. Scorpio can take it, but they can also most certainly give it. Jupiter's rule of Pisces represents philosophy, expansion and excesses. The Neptunium influence gives Pisces a dreamy aura and a love for popular culture and media. Pisces dreamy, ethereal energy softens their Scorpio love's rough edges. The composite power of these four planets creates a balanced relationship, one of drama and emotional intrigue; this is a true celestial bond. However, a Scorpio mate must let their beloved Fish swim about a bit; a sensitive Pisces will suffocate under too many demands.

The lure of addiction lurks in the shadows of Pluto and the mists of Neptune. Both of your natures are susceptible in different ways. Life together could drift down an indulgent road, unless you work to achieve clarity as individuals and as a couple. Remember that Scorpio's stubborn refusal to change and the Fishes' evasive tendencies can get off track. Scorpio’s private by nature. Pisces is secretive. If you refuse to face problems, trouble is around the corner. If you address them, there's nothing you can't solve together. Scorpio will be devoted to your imaginative lover and in turn, the flair of the Fishes will bring sparkle to your life. Your union has everything from the steamy sensual to the deeply spiritual. Intimate and enduring, it's a perfect match.

For Scorpio: This is not bad. Probably the most erotic sexual combination. The Fish is willing to be a part of your whims and desires, and that makes for a lasting union.

For Pisces: This is a highly sexual union. You love to be possessed and cared for with the deep, warm affection that the Scorpion can provide. Truly a match made in heaven.

A lasting mating. Scorpio?s strength compliments Pisces indecisiveness. Pisces imagination sparks Scorpio?s creativity. Great sexually. Both compliment each other.

Scorpio Man & Pisces Woman

This is tied with Cancer as your number-one soulmate love match. Pisces girls and Scorpio boys are often drawn together, because your physical chemistry is so sizzling hot! This means kissing him will be completely dreamy. The two of you will also share a very special and intimate bond. You "connect" in a way that few other combinations of signs can. It?s almost an unspoken thing where you feel what each other is feeling, and you know what the other is thinking without them having to explain. This match will make you feel romantic and passionate and his strong and loyal nature will give you the security and grounded-ness that you need. An out-of-this-world soulmate match.

Some relationships are built for the long haul, and Pisces girl and Scorpio guy harbor enormous potential. You're both water signs, and you feel at home and understood when you're together. On the flip side, you can both be a little possessive of each other and sometimes have unrealistic expectations. Two people can't agree on everything. Respect each other's differences, and you've got a golden opportunity.

2008-04-17T22:11:00.001+08:00

where is quekie and lingie?

2008-04-17T08:31:00.001+08:00

i'm in the office now..

suddenly..

i miss mama so muchie..

ever since i've started working..

i haven reali seen mama le..

the last time we had dinner together was last tues when she had off day..

den now..

when i wake up for work, she was sleeping soundly..

when i knock off.. i would go find her a while.. but she was working..

when she knocks off, i was already soundly asleep..

mama going msia for 5 days next week..

=(

2008-04-16T20:03:00.006+08:00

it has been more den a week since my last update..

baby managed to book out on thurs morning.. heez.. but i have already started working.. even if he has the whole day free also no use, becoz i was struggling in the office..

den waited for me to knock off before we went for dinner.. woo.. finally collected the whole set of xiao ding dang from the KFC.. soo nice..

it was already late and i stil gotta work the next day.. so we went home straight away..

baby sent me to work on friday.. so sweeet.. but he need to spend around an hour plus for him to reach home.. so poor thing.. anyway, sooo sweet of him la..

loves.. =)

and.. of coz! i'm looking forward to 1730 so that i can meet baby for dinner again !

asked cutie to come over, coz we intended to play mahjong.. but after we finished our dinner, it was almost 10 pm and con stil haven reached..

soon.. our eyes were closing, and we were all too lazy to play mahjong.. we had an early sleep and this was how we spent our weekend.. heez..

anyway, we slept for almost 12 hours.. has been ages since we slept for soo long.. den went for the bak gut teh at the market which costed 6 bucks per bowl.. and we ordered pig's trotter too.. altogether it costed 12 bucks.. so expensive sia..

den went back home.. impromptu con and her fren to come my house pak mahjong until 5 pm coz her fren needs to go off.. and... the name of her fren is Jeffrey.. lolz ~

oh ya.. con and her fren came over to MY house and WON my money.. hahahz..

evening.. we went to have dinner with baby's dad and sisters.. and we went back to baby's house for mahjong session again !!

and..... it was sunday again ! baby book in day ~

rina's birthday on monday.. but all of them werent free.. and i missed out the last gathering they had.. so i went to have dinner with my dear rina.. =) finally she turned 20.. hahahz.. dun be childish le lehz.. next time we go NIE together.. lolz !

ytd.. met ka jie and er jie at bugis.. coz er jie wanna buy PC wallet and ka jie wanna buy some tops back.. went to take neo prints.. i should have brought my camera along hor.. den no need waste money on the machine.. anyway.. it was cute la..

back to work.. it was tough.. i have things to do EVERYDAY.. reali is everyday.. coz there'll be orders everyday, and i need to do order processing.. and i'm taking over the duties from the lady who's on maternity leave and only will be back in 4 weeks' time..

they had given me a nice title.. Customer Service Executive.. -.-

all the colleagues under the same department as me are malaysians.. one juz joined the company in feb, the other juz joined this company last monday.. and.. one more will be joining next monday..

in conclusion.. except for the bossy.. we are all newbies ~ the one joined in feb kinda selfish.. den asked me to do what she's supposed to do also.. so idiot.. den ask her help a bit and she said she's busy..

so i juz throw to her whatever is hers.. and fuck care..

and the newly joined ger also weird weird de.. mayb is becoz she has that bit of experience den lidat.. asked her to copy and paste the email for buyers, but she said she is used to typing out.. Zzz.. wait till when there are a lot of paperwork, see how she like to type out..

therefore, meanwhile, not only i have to key in data, i gotta reply emails.. i gotta handle customers' calls soon..

ahhh ! ! !

super no life sia.. no OT pay.. working hours 0800 - 1730.. tried to finish all my stuff so that i can knock off on time.. but i left at 6 almost everyday..

by the time the clock striked 1800.. i was already dead beat.. dun feel like going anywhere..

NO LIFE ~

53 more days ! ! !

2008-04-08T22:16:00.003+08:00

ho seh bo !

i'm no longer a slacker !!

thanks my dear for introducing this nice jobby for me..

hahahahaz..

lub lub..

muackies ! !

and..

i'm missing my boy so muchies..

fri, sat and sun are the days we can be together..

plus.. i'm working now..

we are having lesser time to chat..

and..

i'm feeling sooo uncomfy now...

=(

2008-04-06T21:15:00.004+08:00

once again..

it's sunday ~ ~

my boy juz booked in..

another week before i can get to see him..

In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, because use it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil). Now, what do you see?

2008-04-03T18:07:00.002+08:00

after passing virus to many of my frens in msn...

i apologized..

looking at my lappy screen..

i fall asleep while waiting for two windows to load..

this is how serious the infection was..

gonna give it an injection soon..

reformat please ~

2008-04-03T16:12:00.003+08:00

二十三岁少东倒地暴毙

每星期都会到电玩中心去玩跳舞机三次，每次都会跳一个小时左右。

死者长熬夜，有吃夜宵的习惯，睡眠不足，健康欠佳，最近更显得面黄肌瘦。

死者每次工作至晚上八九时，但却玩到凌晨一二时才睡觉，因此睡眠不足，生活习惯很不健康。

死者不喝酒，但是六年前开始抽烟，每天都抽一包。

与女友拍拖五年，感情很好。

We gotta take good care of our health.. playing DDR can cause death to a guy as young as 23.. no one would have thought of that..

please take good care everyone.. =)

2008-04-01T10:44:00.005+08:00

宝贝搬家了

helped baby with the shifting last weekend..

he gotta book in on sun..

i cant totally udst how you feel..

but i will try my best to be udsting..

baby..

i'm always here for you..

loves.. =)

2008-03-28T10:35:00.006+08:00

什么叫爱？

就纯粹是对一个人有好感，要和他在一起？然后发现和他在一起的时候很开心很快乐，喜欢和他在一起的感觉，愿意不顾一切的牺牲，这就是爱吗？

难道爱并不包含着信任和尊重？

除了家人，你的另一半和朋友将是你一生最重要的人。。

比起朋友，另一半却是你会每天面对的人，一起住，一起睡，一起结婚生子，他或许是和你活到老的一个伴侣。。

要是爱情一直活在疑惑中，这样的爱情会开心吗？

不信任就导致怀疑，怀疑就会导致诬赖，被诬赖的感觉好受吗？

无论是亲情友情或爱情，基本信任就是一种尊重。。

2008-03-26T12:59:00.008+08:00

爱情是不容许一丝疑惑的，没有疑惑的爱情，才能维持下去。。。

感情那么复杂的事，怎么可能用对或错，这么简单的二分法来解释？不管是把错拿来怪自己或怪对方，对我来说，都只是逃避责任的方式。因为你不顾正面去面对问题，所以就拿对错两个字来解释一切，这样，复杂的感情看起来会简单一些。。。

说了一句对不起只会让自己比较好过一些，说了对不起，只是把责任转嫁给对方。因为原不原谅你，是对方的责任。。。

喜欢就是喜欢，喜欢只有现在式，没有过去式，没有未来式，喜欢一个人的心情只有现在。。。

过去喜欢一个人，那叫回忆，未来喜欢一个人，那叫假设，只有你眼前的那个人，才配得上喜欢这两个字。。

如果把人与人之间当做一个卖场，爱情在人群中不断地转手，那么趁你的爱情还在跳蚤市场待贾而沽的时候买回，一切都还来得及，不过希望你买回之后，能够好好珍惜这第二手的爱情。。。

爱情固然重要，那友情呢？不比爱情来的少。。如果你一心只要爱情，你得到了，可是当你完全掌控爱情时，却发现，朋友都已离你远去，这样的爱情，你会快乐吗?

For the benefit of my boy, quek and those who need to struggle reading chinese..

Love do not allow any doubts, without any doubts in love, love can then last long..

Feelings is such a complicated thing, how can we use right or wrong, simple dichotomy to explain? regardless of who is in the wrong, is a kind of shirking the responsibility.. becoz you are not facing and solving the problem, and so.. we use these two words to explain everything.. in this way, the complex sentiment would look simpler..

A word of sorry would make one feels better.. after apologizing, this is to shift responsibility to the other party, becos whether to forgive or not, this decision belongs to the other party..

love is love.. love is only applicable to present tense, no past tense, no future tense..

the feeling of loving someone, is happening now..

loved a person, is recollection..

will love/will be loved a person, is supposition..

only the person in your eyes now, is qualified to entitle the word love..

no doubt love is important, how about friendship? it isnt less important compared to love.. if you only wan love, you got it.. but when you fully control your love life, came to realize, all your frens had gone.. this kind of love.. are you happy?

*P.S. I AM WAITING FOR YOUR CALL! CALL ME PLEASE!!!

2008-03-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

2008-03-25T23:16:00.005+08:00

CuSo4 = Copper(II) sulfate (硫酸铜）

女孩子就像硫酸铜一样，平时在无水的状态下，是很普通的白色粉末，但是一碰到了水，就成水蓝色的结晶，但是这两样东西的本质是没什么变的；女孩子也是一样，平时面对你会一直装的很坚强，却在流下泪时，你才能看得见她们隐藏已久，淡蓝色的忧伤。。。

Girls are like CuSo4, under the anhydrous condition, they are very ordinary white powder.. but once it touches water, it will become blue crystallization.. but the essence of these two things do not have much changes.. juz like girls, they will put on a strong front on the face, but when they shed tears, you can see the sadness hidden long ago.. the pale blue sadness..

2008-03-25T21:08:00.007+08:00

since wed.. i've been slacking with my beibee~ i reali enjoyed my time with him..

from this week onwards.. i gotta find a job by the end of this month.. this is my promise to him and a must for myself..

i was supposed to go for an interview yesterday at bukit merah.. but thinking it was too far to travel to and fro.. thus i decided to condemn this job..

but then... she sent another email to me.. stating that "successful applicant will be base at our associate company @ Sin Ming Drive.."

it was already too late when i saw this email.. coz i cannot make it on time.. and so.. i went for the interview today..

there are other applicants applying for the same position.. but there's only one vacancy..

wish me all the best!

last night went for swensen dinner at bishan.. celebrate veron's 20th birthday ~

veron dint wanna take pic with rina.. bo bian.. rina gotta pose and take on her own..

in the end.. veron finally realized rina's existence.. and took a pic with her..

Grilled Fish Sambal - Tender fish fillet with special sambal chili served with U.S. potatoes and seasonal vegetables.

Fish & Chips - Golden-fried fillet of fish, served with tartar sauce, U.S. fries and coleslaw.

Sourdough Sandwiches - Tic-Tac-Toe ( Ham, hard-boiled egg, melted cheese with crisp lettuce and fresh tomatoes sandwiched between grilled sourdough buns, served with criss-cut potatoes and coleslaw..)

Chili Fish Pasta - Golden-fried snapper fillets with spaghetti in spicy oriental sauce.

Tom Yam Goong Baked Rice - Succulent Prawns cooked with straw mushrooms, baby corn and cherry potatoes in chef's special thick Tom Yam Sauce, baked over savory lemongrassrice..

Pineapple Seafood Baked Rice - A good melange of seafood - Mussels, Squid, Crabstick, and Fish, baked over pineapple rice with cheese and topped with chicken floss..

Birthday Girl..

Firehouse Happy Birthday - Vanilla, Chocolate and Strawberry ice cream smothered with strawberry, pineapple and chocolate fudge toppings, and set aflame to "top-off" this birthday special..

veron was asked to take out the banana using her mouth..

it was funny and enjoying thruout the dinner.. and we agreed to meet up on the 20th april.. to celebrate rina's BELATED birthday.. ahahhaz..

shall wait for my good news tmr ~

yipee !

"The Window"

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room..

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour a day to drain the fluids from his lungs.. His bed was next to the room's only window.. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back..

The men talked for hours on end.. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation..

And every afternoon when the man in the bed next to the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window..

The man in the other bed would live for those one-hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the outside world..

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake, the man had said.. Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.. Lovers walked arm in arm amid flowers of every color of the rainbow.. Grand old trees graced the landscape, and a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance..

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite detail, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine the picturesque scene..

One warm afternoon the man by the window described a parade passing by.. Although the other man could not hear the band, he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words..

Unexpectedly, an alien thought entered his head: Why should he have all the pleasure of seeing everything while I never get to see anything? It didn't seem fair.. As the thought fermented, the man felt ashamed at first..

But as the days passed and he missed seeing more sights, his envy eroded into resentment and soon turned him sour.. He began to brood and found himself unable to sleep.. He should be by that window - and that thought now controlled his life..

Late one night, as he lay staring at the ceiling, the man by the window began to cough.. He was choking on the fluid in his lungs.. The other man watched in the dimly lit room as the struggling man by the window groped for the button to call for help..

Listening from across the room, he never moved, never pushed his own button which would have brought the nurse running.. In less than five minutes, the coughing and choking stopped, along with the sound of breathing..

Now, there was only silence--deathly silence.

The following morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths.. When she found the lifeless body of the man by the window, she was saddened and called the hospital attendant to take it away--no words, no fuss..

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the man asked if he could be moved next to the window.. The nurse was happy to make the switch and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone..

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow to take his first look..

Finally, he would have the joy of seeing it all himself.. He strained to slowly turn to look out the window beside the bed..

It faced a blank wall..

Moral of the story:

The pursuit of happiness is a matter of choice... it is a positive attitude we consciously choose to express..

It is not a gift that gets delivered to our doorstep each morning, nor does it come through the window..

And I am certain that our circumstances are just a small part of what makes us joyful.. If we wait for them to get just right, we will never find lasting joy..

The pursuit of happiness is an inward journey.. Our minds are like programs, awaiting the code that will determine behaviors; like bank vaults awaiting our deposits..

If we regularly deposit positive, encouraging, and uplifting thoughts, if we continue to bite our lips just before we begin to grumble and complain, if we shoot down that seemingly harmless negative thought as it germinates, we will find that there is much to rejoice about..

2008-03-24T12:06:00.012+08:00

last week.. i've received my bday gift given by members of LC - rina, shuyan, veron, joce and linwan.. thanks alot.. i reali love it very much..

BURBERRY BRIT...

and..

my boy managed to book out on last wed morning instead of thurs evening.. heez.. =D

gave me a surprise in the morning.. i was stil half awake when he arrived outside my house.. simply love him too much..

it was planned by Mr Sim to go on a sentosa trip on Good Friday, when there are many hunks and babes..

thankfully, it did not rain..

actually i dint wanna to go.. i feel it was awkward and uncomfortable.. and thus.. i asked quek, foo and ser to come along.. but then.. ser had skin infection, quek and foo need to go off at 1 plus.. AND.. most importantly, me lai ang on thurs la.. wth.. -.-

but that doesnt stop me from going sentosa with them.. coz baby wants to go.. if i dun go = he dun go.. den like very bad lidat.. and so.. we went in the end..

supposingly is meet 9 at small mac.. but then we were late.. and thus, reached small mac at ard 9 plus when everyone else had already arrived..

Upon reaching, found a place to place nice nice our mat.. and put our belongings.. thanks Mr Sim for buying all the titbits..

Look at this artistic picture that Mr Sim had taken.. but was ruined by the 2 idiots in the right of the picture.. and.. what were they trying to do???

Discussing what games to play.. who's the guy in black??

this is the sand love that my boy had done for me.. isnt he sweet?? =)

and then.. we started off with playing soccer..

and then.. we went to the sea..

i tried not to go into the sea becoz i'm coming reddy.. but this did not stop the guys from throwing me into the water..

and then.. came up take a break, with everyone munching on the titbits..

spotted..

gay num 1..

with his gay partner num 2..

kissed in public.. wow.. so open-minded seh..

the hunks ~

beibee and me ~

2 years plus ago, 21/12/05.. i took a pic with dear.. now.. i took a pic with beibee.. look at the difference.. can spot??

drum rolls ~ ~ ~

waistline become bigger la.. =(

time to slim down sia!

4 plus.. started queueing up to go pom pom.. den the water supply was on and off when we were queueing up..

finally my turn.. i felt as if i was covered with sand.. and.. please do not try going into the sea with your pad on.. coz it will be flooded with water when you came up..

took monotrain to vivo..

we ended our sentosa trip with dinner at vivo city before boarding the train back to tampines..

played one round of mahjong with xiao pang and wee before turning in.. baby won 35 bucks from all of us.. with him seated down only from nan feng, becoz his mum helped him played dong feng.. in the end.. we only played one round.. and he won 35 bucks.. -.-

sat.. went to bukit batok with baby to meet er jie.. fetch ger ger back to amk together.. with Mr Swee slamming the door on us.. leaving er jie, me and baby to wait outside the door.. why? Mr Swee said wanted to give ger ger a bath..

okie fine.. waited outside..

den took mrt back to amk.. on the way, da jie boarded the train at sembawang.. with joie on hand..

went home.. put our things.. and went for lunchy before da jie and er jie went to have a walk at amk hub while me and baby went home to take our nappy.. heez..

it was raining when they returned.. when i woke up at 5 plus.. everyone in the house was sleeping soundly..

till 9 plus.. we went back to tampines with baby's bag.. so that baby's dad can send him to camp on sun night..

on the bus, jioed ppl back for mahjong..

alan, xiao pang, me and baby started our game at ard 12 plus.. xiao pang was falling aslp thruout the game.. but.. he still managed to win 25 bucks after playing for 2 rounds.. if he had concentrated, think he could win more than tat.. coz his luck was very good..

and then... it was sunday again..

went for lunchy.. went home.. packed up the things.. helped baby with the packing.. and den dinner with his da jie and nephew..

when we were about the leave the house at 7 plus.. realized that baby's boots was at my house! den bo bian.. gotta send us to my house before sending baby back to his camp..

the sunday van.. the sunday nite.. =(

2008-03-17T14:25:00.002+08:00

finallly.. after 3 years in ngee ann polytechnic.. going thru all the ups and downs.. all the projects, all the lectures, all the tutorials.. it's all over now..

and now..

Diploma in Business Information Technology.. who have completed relevant modules such as Managing Electronic Commerce, Integrated E-Business Systems, Knowledge Management Systems, Operations Management, Cost and Managerial Accounting, Human Resource Management..

oh.. sounds so nice man..

i've slacked for 2 weeks.. it's time to work hard and start looking for a job seriously now..

sales? admin? customer service?

i have no idea which job suits me best..

any lobang?

give me a call man! =D

2008-03-17T00:30:00.001+08:00

problem solved..

happy everlasting..

24 more days to 11 april 2008 !!

looking forward !!

hahahhahahaz !!

2008-03-14T12:45:00.001+08:00

=(

='(

2008-03-13T15:40:00.004+08:00

becoz my boy loves them.. =)

2008-03-12T11:59:00.004+08:00

yesterday i went for an interview at tanjong pagar, as Personal Assistant..

thanks con for accing me..

i screwed up the whole interview.. FUCK..

but anyway.. i think i'm not up to that standard too..

i think they need someone with more experience rather den a pampered princess like me..

the boss, who interviewed me.. can know that i'm the youngest at home even though our conversation only lasted for 15 mins..

i realized..

i reali dun like admin work..

i reali dun like to sit in the office and face the computer whole day..

i'm feeling so.. down now..

no goals, no aim, no plans..

nothing..

i'm missing my boy..

soo much..

2008-03-10T20:28:00.005+08:00

today is monday ~ ~

monday blues blues blues ~ ~

but luckily i've got my two lovely tortoises..

2008-03-07T15:29:00.003+08:00

i've sent out my resume..

photo not required..

phew..

i'm happy..

becoz..

today is...

F-R-I-D-A-Y

2008-03-06T18:48:00.007+08:00

There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel.. For fear of expressing the other person or ourselves, we hesistate to say the actual words "I Love You".. So, we try to communicate the idea in other words. We say "take care" or "be good"..

But reali, these are juz other ways of saying "I Love You", "You are important to me","I care what happens to you", "i dun wan you to get hurt"..

We are sometimes very strange people.. The only thing we want to say and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we dun say.. And yet, becoz the feeling is so real and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we reali mean..

And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and other person left feeling unloved and unwanted.. Therefore, we have to LISTEN TO LOVE in the words that people are saying to us..

Sometimes the explicit words are necessary, but more often, the manner of saying things is even more important.. A joyous insult carries more affection and love within sentiments which are expressed insincerely.. An impulse hug says I LOVE YOU even though the words said might be different..

Any expression of a person's concern for another says I Love You.. Sometimes the expression is clumsy, sometimes even cruel.. Sometimes we muz look and listen intently for the love that contains..

But it is often there beneath the surface..

A mother may nag her son constantly about his grades or cleaning his room.. The son may hear only the nagging, but if he listens carefully, he will heard the love beneath the nagging.. The mother wants him to do well, to be successful.. Her concern and care for the son unfortunately emerge in her nagging..

But it is Love all the same..

A daughter comes home way past her curfew and her father confronts her with angry words.. The daughter may hear only the anger, but if she listens carefully, she will hear the love under the anger "i was worried about you".. The father is saying "becoz i care about you and i love you, you are important to me"

How to be a better couple?

1) Be realistic about each other - dun try to turn your partner into something into he/she is not, love each other for wat you are..

2) Always talk things out - dun make assumptions about each other's feelings.. learn to express yourself better so that your partner understands what you are angry about, or hurt about or even happy about..

3) Do stuff together

4) Meet each other halfway - there's gonna be a little giving and taking in a relationship..

In a relationship, know that both of you have limited time on earth to love each other.. keep this urgency of time in mind, and love each other with all you can..

2008-03-06T15:18:00.003+08:00

how life sucks when you can meet your boyfriend only on fri, sat and sun..

in a month.. we see each other like only 8 days?

coz fri evening book out.. sun night book in..

aiyo..

i miss my boy..

2008-03-06T12:35:00.002+08:00

I Love You

Never say i love you if you dun reali care
Never talk of feelings if they arent reali there
Never hold my hand if you mean to break my heart
Never say forever if you plan to part
Never look into my eyes if you are telling me a lie
Never say hello if you think you will say goodbye
Never say i'm the ONE if you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart if you dun have the key

If Guys like Gers..

1) He will be nice to her
2) He will tell her that she did good, even though she did horribly
3) He might make fun of her
4) He might compliment her on her hair, even she wears it that way everyday
5) He will wan to be her fren
6) He will stick up to her
7) He will start hanging out with her frens
8) He will flirt with her first
9) He will call her with no good reason
10) He will make eye contact with a happy grin on his face

If Gers like Guys

1) She always talk about the different varieties of guys
2) She stares at him with a smile on her face without him looking at her
3) She always seems to be talking about how nice you are
4) She laughs at all his jokes
5) She asks him who he likes, continuously
6) She talks to his frens alot
7) She always try to make you jealous
8) She always flirt with every other guy except him
9) She begs him what to do in bad situation
10) She begs him to do everything for them

i found this piece of paper in my room.. it muz be written when i was in primary school.. how true are all these? up to you to decide.. =)

2008-03-05T17:33:00.003+08:00

When you're weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes,
I will dry them all
I'm on your side
When times get rough
And friends just can't be found

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

When you're down and out
When you're on the street
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you
I'll take your part
When darkness comes
And pain is all around

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down

Sail on silver girl
Sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way
See how they shine
When you need a friend
I'm sailing right behind

Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will ease your mind

2008-03-04T17:05:00.004+08:00

FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE

1) Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
2) Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
3) Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
4) You can only go as far as you push.
5) Actions speak louder than words.
6) The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
7) Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
8) Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
9) A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
10) If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
11) When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
12) True friendship never ends.
13) Friends are forever.
14) Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
15) Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
16) What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
17) NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
18) Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Value

A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?"

Hands started going up.

He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the dollar bill up.

He then asked, "Who still wants it?"

Still the hands were up in the air.

"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.

He picked it up, now all crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.

"My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way.

We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. You are special - Don't ever forget it!

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, young or old alike,
and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.

So, if you're waiting for tomorrow, why not do it today?
For, if tomorrow never comes, you'll surely regret the day...

That you didn't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their one last wish.

So, hold your loved ones close today, and whisper in their ear,
that you love them very much and you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "thank you," or "its okay".
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no regrets about today.

2008-03-04T14:45:00.004+08:00

i read dearrie's bloggy...

saw this sentence..

There comes a point in your life when you realise who matters, who never did, who wont anymore and who always will. So, dun worry about the people from your past, there's a reason why they did not make it to your future..

soo true..

perhaps this is the point of life when i realised all these?

sometimes i wonder.. whether the problem lies with me? or i'm plain unlucky.. i thot i have found the one.. but when i thot i have found the one.. the one turned out to be another one..

come to think of it..

i'm happier with my life now..

holding on tightly might not be the way..

letting go of wat should let go..

is a form of releasing..

so dun be so sad when it's gone..

sometimes it's a good thing..

becoz the torture, the pain, the suffering will be over..

i'm happy with my boy..

i'm happy with playing mahjong every weekend..

i'm happy with my Chia Family..

i'm happy with my frens..

who took the effort to be MY frens..

for the rest..

i dun give a damn..

i'm not interested..

Wikipedia - Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more humans..

This article focuses on the notion specific to interpersonal relationships.. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis..

Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism..

Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities.. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship..

A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them..

Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating on a consistent basis :

- the tendency to desire what is best for the other,
- sympathy and empathy,
- honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially
in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
- mutual understanding.

2008-03-03T13:54:00.017+08:00

I had my last paper on friday!! finally i can get to enjoy.. my paper ended at ard 1030.. i already dressed nice nice.. coz i intended to go cck wait for baby to be out..

i walked past canteen 2.. den my sudden feel for yu pian mi fen..

this might be the last time i get to eat canteen 2's yu pian mi fen..

den i went to take bus to lot 1..

supposingly he would be out at ard 7.. but luckily they got D & D.. and therefore he got to book out earlier at ard 5..

i slacked at mac.. read newspaper.. observing the all the people ard me.. mostly filled with secondary school students.. and.. i missed the times when i'm stil a KID..

den went to walk walk ard.. but how long can a person shop at lot 1? so i went to library and pick up a novel to read.. and there.. goes the waiting time..

5 plus.. baby reached cck le! i was all dressed up and had my make up on already.. but he said not nice.. Zzz..

it's alright.. there are other people who will appreciate..

den went back his place.. slack slack a while and start preparing for the night!!

it had been ages since we dress nice nice go out le..

we were supposed to meet at 2130 outside zouk..

laoda, alan, alex and yi da li had already reached when we arrived..

actually xiaopang and Lida also can share cabby with us de.. but they were already at town.. but they had no idea how to get there by bus.. so i asked them meet con and go together..

i called up xiaopang when we were about to take cab at 9.. but con was late.. they were stil at somerset MRT when i called them up at ard 2150.. when they arrived, it was already 10 plus..

we queued up.. i've checked the webby.. it was stated that 15 bucks for the cover charge for all if we were to go in before 10 pm..

but when we reached.. the happy hours is for zouk only.. for zouk and phuture.. the cover charge was 25 for ladies and 30 for gentlemen..

for the benefit of Citibank cardholders, they need not pay for the entrance.. but they dint have any free drinks.. while the ones paying are entitled to 2 free drinks.. and soo.. con got the free entry..

wow.. it had been ages since i stepped into clubs.. it was sooo empty when we went in.. coz the night is stil young man.. so we went for prata to kill our time 1st..

when we returned.. the event is stil there.. den i can sense that the guys were not comfortable with the atmosphere and the environment.. perhaps it was too early la..

den we went to have our drinks.. con wanted to have Lychee Martini.. and it requires 2 tickets to have that drink.. so we used my 2 tickets since her free entry doesnt entitled her the 2 free drinks..

while the guys ordered a jug of vodka ribena.. but it was shared among all the frens.. everyone only had a sip.. and cant get high.. so we suggested going to phuture 1st before drinking again..

took a pic before we start shaking..

reached phuture.. can see that the guys reali feel uncomfortable la.. maybe is their virgin trip.. or maybe they haven warmed up yet.. but watever it is.. i tried my best to make them feel relax and juz shake!!

con led the way most of the time.. she's more lao jiao ma.. lolz.. becoz we are quite a big group, so we gotta wait for one another.. but it was too crowded.. and con was walking too fast.. but anyway, we kept close to each other la..

me and con were the only gers.. i did ask quek, ling and ash.. ash rejected! den quek said if ling go den she go.. but ling said no mambo.. thus, the 3 of them dint go..

the guys surrounded us.. den started shaking.. at 1st the songs were not soo nice.. it was towards the end den the songs start to improve.. but then.. everyone were already half dead by that time..

wee taking this pic.. while alan, alex, yi da li and xiao pang went to the gents..

look at our eyes.. cant resist the light man~

my two nice nice plasters.. =P

oops.. SER.. am i not supposed to post this pic?? lolz..

came out at 0330.. den divided ourselves into 3 cabs.. wahz.. it was very expensive la.. took cab from zouk back to tampines.. den xiaopang, Lida and con share one cab.. i think theirs most expensive de la.. lolz.. they need to drop con at amk 1st before turning back to tampines.. den the other 4 guys, took cab back to their hometown at east area..

i was thinking.. maybe i shouldnt have asked the guys to club hor.. 1stly, is a waste of money on cab fares and the cover charge for guys were 30 bucks.. den went in already, dint reali enjoy..

i felt so guilty sia..

anyway, it's a good thing to go there have a look la.. if not you guys will keep thinking that go clubbing is going there to bua or jiak ba.. not all gers who go there is for guys to hug or touch.. not all guys who go there is to hug or touch gers..

if you guys haven enjoy.. den pai seh ah.. next time i shall plan some where nicer ~

2008-02-29T04:17:00.004+08:00

i'm supposed to be studying now..

but..

everyone's last paper was one week ago..

i'm stil chionging for my DCI..

meeting my boy tonight..

i miss him soo much..

and phuture after that..

how fun and and enjoying..

loves.. =)

2008-02-28T19:55:00.010+08:00

i was told to reserve one day for them.. to save time and energy.. i chose 26 feb 08.. coz i need to go sch and submit my appeal form between 1600 to 1730.. in this case, i can go meet them straight away..

but then.. we met at 7 pm on 25 feb 08 at The Cathay instead.. dear and xiong papa was sitting at the fountain chatting while waiting for my arrival.. da jie and ah kia were already seated inside.. coz we were afraid there isnt any seats by the time i reach..

We went in.. This is the 1st time i'm eating in this japanese restaurant..

Da jie brought me to take those ice cream sticks which represents food and drinks.. i thot she was kidding me.. but it turned out to be this way.. see la.. dun always bluff ppl can.. no wonder ppl doubt your words..

then we ordered.. 17 plates of sushi.. it wasnt buffet!! ordered soft shell crabs, baby octopus, tempura, quo tie, mushroom.. okie.. everyone had their favourite dish..

for the benefit of being the birthday girl, i have no idea how much this dinner costs.. but i think ard 100 plus.. thanks !!

In the end, i was presented this sushi with one candle on top..

*whoo* blew my candle

Dear took out this camera and told me that this is the NEW camera she have bought.. someone said it was bought from the pasar malam.. and i even add on saying she got conned for buying such expensive camera at the pasar malam.. >.<

BUT THEN.. this pasar malam product turns out to be my birthday present !!

after our dinner.. we proceeded to Paradiz and had our pool game.. I lost to Da Jie ! how can that be?! i'm gonna let her zou xia feng soon ~

11 plus.. bye! and that marks the end of my birthday celebration.. I THOUGHT..

this is the 1st picture i took when i reached home..

*koon* koon*

woke up at 12 plus.. xiong papa called..

"ehz.. where you? shireen said gotta go school earlier to submit the appeal form to blk 72, level 9.. coz the office would be close early"

"woo.. okie okie.."

better.. no need waste my afternoon..

*knock knock* *bang bang*

i refused to open my door, i thought it was those irritating sales people who start work early in the morning to spoil my day..

den mama asked me open.. i peeped peeped.. no one outside.. juz when i was to shut my door..

" HELLO! "

my 4 lovely gers and xiong papa!!

wow.. they were sooo sweet.. juz not long after they arrived.. my lovely ka jie and her lovely princess reached.. ka jie took the day off to bring her lovely princess back home to celebrate her baby sis' 20th birthday..

after the blowing cake session.. yyh and xiong papa took charge in the kitchen..

where's da jie?? she's trying to act busy with them inside the kitchen..

while the other two missy were in the living room slacking..

den dear decided to snatch joie's toy toy and play with it...

look at her expression when dear snatched it away.. she muz be cursing and swearing you..

oh come on.. dun bully an innocent baby.. snatched away ppl's toy toy stil try to act friendly and take pic..
in total.. they cooked 7 bowls of mian xian..

this is mine!

look at that cheeky joie.. standing next to ah kia.. "mum mum"

while i kept myself busy in the room and making full use of the Samsung camera..

the kids were gambling in the living room..

time flies.. it was already 3 plus.. and they need to go off.. thanks for all the things!! muacks!!

xiong papa went to school with me.. coz he needs to reach Toa Payoh at 7 pm.. and since he's free and nothing to do.. we shall go school together..

this is the staircase to canteen 1.. do you miss it?

this is the convention center.. do you miss it?

the top up machine moved to convention.. do you miss it?

this is the route towards the pond.. do you miss it?

den went bukit batok to fetch ger ger.. she looked happy to see me!! i miss her so much.. but she looked so tired.. i see already so xin suan.. the family like ill treat her lidat.. wat the fuck.. den we took cab home..

waited for er jie to be back.. and make full use of my Samsung Camera..

we had our dinner before we left.. due to my carelessness, i left joie seated on the chair when i thot she's tall enough to lean back steadily.. but she's too small size and she fell backwards.. ohh so ke lian.. think she muz have hit hard on the floor.. i could hear the "boom" from the kitchen..

below this is the last picture i took on 26 february 2008.. when she was on the way back to her Swee's family.. oh come on.. i dint expect i would have such Er Jie Fu.. when he saw my papa mama, dint even greet them.. 10 years of education in school.. is this wat we call manners?

i was damn fucking pissed with this fucking attitude of his.. so wat if they are divorcing? big fuck alright.. we are not your who so ever.. we dun have to see this fucking attitude of yours.. to think that we stil helped you to say good things whenever er jie did wrongly..

but fuck it alright.. when you need help.. you call mama you call papa.. on the phone.. complain this and that.. now can give such fucking attitude.. also very tok gong la..

mama said his mum also dint bother to greet her when she passed ger ger back to them.. no wonder.. *roll eyes*

ger ger dun belongs to them only.. she needs her mummy more than daddy.. can daddy breastfeed her? can daddy bring her to the toilet when she needs to pee and poo?? MY FOOT

i was damn disgusted by their appearance.. i was damn disgusted by the way they behave.. i was damn disgusted by their family..

anyway.. i'm all smiles when i reached home.. i opened the prezzie they gave me when they reached my house..

sweet ribbon, sweet heart-shaped card, sweet pattern of the box..

whoo! junk food!! lolz.. wan me to grow fatter and fatter.. thanks!

lastly.. this small little cake was bought by ka jie and er jie on sat when she came over.. soo sweet of them.. though it wasnt a birthday cake as i juz recovered from my high fever.. they bought this smily cake to represent a birthday cake..

i enjoyed myself on my birthday.. thanks for those who had wished me.. thanks to those who celebrated for me.. thanks kenneth for asking me go chalet and even suggested to celebrate birthday for me.. thanks.. not bitress, but the 4 lovely princesses and xiong papa and my family members.. i love you people..

a big kiss for you all !!

MUACKS !

though baby wasnt there to celebrate with me.. i will wait for him to book out and celebrate my belated birthday..

this card was drawn by him when we were together for one month.. so sweeet...

doesnt he have the tian fen to be an artist if he dun have a job next time?

gotta go study le..

bye!

~ shake shake yo yo tmr ~

2008-02-27T21:15:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to be studying now..

but.. who in the hell will have the mood to study??

when everyone else is already having holiday!!

1st of all..

i have enjoyed my 2oth birthday yesterday..

thanks for everyone who had contributed..

i shall upload the pics and have a detailed entry on my celebration..

thanks for the wishes.. thanks for the prezzie.. thanks for the effort..

i love you guys !!

2008-02-25T12:31:00.004+08:00

i'm fucking vexed

i'm fucking frustrated

i'm fucking moody

my mood is fucking lousy

FUCK

i wanna talk

2008-02-25T10:45:00.002+08:00

am i supposed to be more understanding?

am i not understanding enough?

or am i asking too much?

or am i not supposed to be lidat?

i know it's no choice..

but i juz dun feel good..

at this very moment..

why?

2008-02-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

baby juz booked in tonight.. he had rested for like.. almost a week..? and he stil complained to me juz now.. -.-

we reali rested for very long time this month.. from CNY on 7 feb.. he booked out on CNY's eve, which was on wed.. den all the way to sun den book in..

anywayz.. though we dint go many places to bai nian.. though ang bao money wasnt a lot.. i enjoyed myself.. with family, with frens and with baby..

played blackjack with mama on 1st day of CNY, and she won us 40 bucks altogether..

2nd day of CNY, went to baby's house and gambled with his frens.. hmmz.. we were winning initially.. but then towards the end, we lost back our winnings.. and we did fork out some money too.. in conclusion.. i have no idea whether we win or lose..

3rd day.. went to Chinatown with mama before going to Ka Jie's house.. den thruout the whole day.. it was fun and interesting.. not becoz of the activities we had.. but the things i did and i saw.. it was damn funny la..

den 4th day.. it was already sun.. we slacked at home and prepared for baby to book in at night... there goes our CNY..

started studying on monday.. went joey's house on tues and weds.. intended to study.. well.. did study.. but we played black jack and dai dee too.. we even played mini mahjong on the FLOOR.. can you imagine how our back ached?

the funniest part is that.. someone actually got ban ban (2 aces).. but NO MONEY WAS GIVEN TO THAT SOMEONE.. WHY?? BECAUSE THE BANKER GOT 15 POINTS AND ZHAO !!

WHAHAHAHHAS.. laughed until i can die sia..

den all the studying took most of my time.. ehz.. actually is the eating took most of my time and that's the reason why i have to go for make up exams next week..

baby sent me to sch on sat for my 1st paper.. and waited at canteen 1.. so sweeet.. den to add to his pain.. i stayed in the exam hall for the full 2 hours.. =X

wanted to go vivo.. wanted to go bugis.. cant decide where.. we took bus 61 and stopped at Central Mall..

there goes another weekend.. thot i would have to wait till fri den can get to see him again.. but then.. he booked out on tues.. took cab come fetch me..

and... we got sick together.. i even got more sick den him.. and now.. i cant enjoy my one week but hafta go study for my last 2 papers..

~ sian ~

2008-02-23T16:24:00.003+08:00

today is already saturday..

i'm stil having slight fever..

went to see doc on wednesday

fever went up to 39.5

wow.. so cool..

i dint expect my body can go up to such high temperature..

i missed my exams on thurs and fri..

i missed the chance to see all my frens on thurs and fri..

i missed the chance to say "yeah! exams are over!" with everybody on thurs and fri..

i missed the chance to go out with LC on fri..

now.. i need to submit my appeal form on tues for the make up exams..

and my make up exams fall on 27 to 29 feb..

baby was sick too.. he had MC from tues to fri.. thanks baby for taking care for me all this while.. though the initial purpose of me was to take care of you.. =)

thanks xiong papa for giving me shireen's number so tat i can inform her about my absence for the papers.. and for asking about me during my "sick leave"..

thanks bindi da jie who have been showing concern all this while when i was sick.. so sweet of you.. though the word sweet doesnt suit you at all.. but.. you are so sweet la..

most importantly, thanks Xiao Pang.. coz he helped me take the MC to ngee ann poly blk 72, level 9.. without his help, the MC couldnt be submitted within 48 hours and there goes my make up exams..

and..

Happy Birthday Elaine Kong!

~ ~ 3 more days ~ ~